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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Tuesday, August 31, 2004 !!
 
updated fer yesterday, 30th Aug!!

wOot!! yesterday's ktv was hilarious!! eEeKzz... totally comical!! practically had 1 fun nite's out!! hehe!! and with nina's cam, wOot... really a memory of all times.. with pics as well as video clips.. wAHAHahahhaha.... :X saw da clips, can't help laughing!!! she took many clips in fact, but saved those funny ones.. wahahah... :D LOL.... luckily my room door's close.. hehe...

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fer 2day, 31st aug.

haiz.. 2day ain't one such gd day.. wasn't feeling too gd.. woke up late.. missed fme, was late fer da 1st batch fer mobc lab test, and it's ain't easy! haiz.. totally a goner. unable to ask e mobc lec to let us do da quiz.. 5% gone.. a lesson learnt! zzzZzz..

went home, suppose to study ELIT fer tmr, but ended up, slping. dun sound and feel gd.. haiz.. such a day how can i stand? was a low day fer me......

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uploaded some pics.. zy's cam ones will be later this wk i guess.. heEz..


have to put mine only, if not da girl beside me sure skin me alive.. :x



a lesson learnt

- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:30 PM
Today's Sunday, August 29, 2004 !!
 
just got to hang this up!! hee!... done by my fren ('father') in sec, fer my bdae present.. :D

my fave dolphins, ain't day cute... hehe.. got 2 more dolphin wind chimes given by my frenz tOo!! wOot! love them lotS!

my mind's just in peace when i look at them.. haiz.. how i wish i can at least touch them though, if only i got da chance.. :)



//ahhh ironing to do

- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:37 PM
Today's Saturday, August 28, 2004 !!
 
yeah!! quite an enjoyable day eh? thought not much shopping.. hee

meet gin 2day to suntec and get my wireless card from zhen tao! yeaH!! it's working now.. hee.. thanx bro fer da price!! :D after tat accompany her to comex to find her frenz fer time time.. then headed fer bugis.. was suppose to get my denims but ended up at da neoprint shop fer bout 1 hr plus.. eEekz! crazy us... :D uploaded a few.. :p

after tat we headed to jp to da bao some food - fer myself, and gin - her bf's sis i guess.. saw da handbag which i've seen bout 3-4 times and yet to buy.. and i got it 2day!! thought was @ bout 20+, but when i saw da price again, i did not hesitate at all.. hEh heh! :D bout at 14+ buckz, after discount.. hehe... from BATA.. wOot.. likely they sell these kinds.. hehe..

my baggy...



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our printS!! Gin & me! hehe.. we love PINK!!



ladies night!


- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:56 PM
Today's Friday, August 27, 2004 !!
 
Life is wonderful. yes it can be. even then, it's scarier then u thought of.

imagine, 1 day of slacking, u really lose out in alot of things. e nx day, u'll start with ur work, rushing like mad, destroying your mood. IF it comes out bad, u'll feel useless.

when u r late for work, just because of cramping 1 night to do the paperwork, u r afraid of being sacked, worst come to worst, ur thoughts went wild for the moment, anything can happen @ tat time. who will feed ur family then?

when u misplaced something, gradually blame on some1, but when u realised, u reprimanded the person for no reason, you will feel bad, but how bad will e person feel fer being e accused? worst!

when u lost some1whom u loved, it's a painful feeling. it hurts so much tat you reprimanded urself for not making full use of the life with tat person. e feeling is so bad tat u feel vented ur anger on others, tat's not taking care of ur own anger.

i miss my grandma still, even how long she went away. she will always stay in my memory. in there, there's always light, of hope, happiness..

for every story, there's an ending.

fullstop

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:25 AM
Today's Wednesday, August 25, 2004 !!
 
yeah?! ever tried sprite and vanilla ice cream FLOAT? self madE? 'stole' mac's biz 2day!! lol!! :p

had ice cream @ bout 3 plus.. and another @ 5 plus.. can't stop having da cool sensation~ wOoo~~

hehe... so bored mah.. so start crapping ard.. :p zzzz... tmr haf to do 2 projs.. haiz.. time really pass fast.. so little time.. so much to do, yet this lil girl here still slacking!! oOps..

anyway had a wonderful night dearieS~

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:16 PM
 
ahhh... crap.. got 4 assignments to bother and it's really bothering me coz i'm slacking...!!! :x

1. FME - due this fri! huh!! done but not totally sumed up.. zzz
2. IAD - due in a mth time! practically at e beginning stage!
3. ELIT - whoA~ haven't even start!
4. FYP - eEekz... haf to show some progress to my supervisor this fri..

sObz.. my fyp.. reinstalled vb due to some problems.. da disc borrowed from wong ain't working.. tat's sad.. haiz.. have to borrow from zy, hope he found his.. haven't done yet.. zZz.. sad case.. ahhh...

//thinking

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:00 AM
Today's Tuesday, August 24, 2004 !!
 
What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.
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yeah? i'm totally in loVE!! mUahahaha... great day!
//IAD

- posted by unembellished maine @ 4:12 PM
Today's Monday, August 23, 2004 !!
 
eEkz! SPENT again!! haha.. bought 1 sweater... zzz find it a unique color... to me.. maybe coz i seldom haf this color type.. haha.. then i bought it! @ 1st aim on white... bUt! this color caught my eye! though similar with 1 of my sweaters which is 3/4 sleeve.. so get a long sleeve!! lOL! hEh.. :p

sunny afternoon 2day AND, my room's da hottest.. e sun's been shiniing down on my bed.. gotta use a towel to cover my window.. -.-" e curtain's not up... zZzzzzzzz.....

suppose to do fyp.. practically lazy.. hehehe... :p

anyway nothing much to blog..

my sweater!


:: contradiction ::

- posted by unembellished maine @ 4:25 PM
Today's Sunday, August 22, 2004 !!
 
yeah~ new layout! hehe!! blackie again! :x enjoy ya day :D .. fer my webby.. change of design soon.. when i haf da inspirstions~

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:57 PM
Today's Thursday, August 19, 2004 !!
 
wOot! skipped 2 lessons 2day..

kinda reluctant but my body gave away.. dun be mistaken, i skipped lec not becoz of my NOSE.. i'm totally shag out with da shifting, proj blah blah... wOw.. whole body aching man.. sprained my back and shoulders.. zzz.. well i guess once done with da shifting, oh no, mst is coming soon.. aRGggg.. when can i haf a breAK! eEkz..

had coffee just now, at least it helps before i'm falling into some nightmare.. silly me.. lol :p

tmr i'll be back in action in claSS!! hope can stand it! :D

//e night

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:16 AM
Today's Tuesday, August 17, 2004 !!
 
ARGGGG!!! I HIT MY NOSE YESTERDAY!! OR SAY, SOMETHING HIT MY NOSE!! MADE ME UNABLE TO ATTEND CLASS! ZZZ...

actually not so serious, but e scar was like -.-" somemore surrounding it red red de, quite painful.. careless me.. haiz.. dOtz.. IF IT HITS MY HEAD.. i rather it hits my head man.. lol..

practically slacking now.. hehe.. gonna work on fyp a bit.. haha.. :p

//silly me go on vaining on da mirror.. lol.. :p

- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:40 AM
Today's Monday, August 16, 2004 !!
 
hEh.. took pic with sis few days.. look alike do we? hehe.. can't really c from these pics.. anyway we can't admit more we r VAIN! :p


Cute eh?


eEEkz my cutie sis! hehe...

been shifting BIG AND HEAVY stuff these few days.. tired me out.. zZzz.. no break.. :(

hit my nose just now.. bleah.. i really can laugh it over but it hurts! careless me.. LOL..
anyway gonna show some progress on my fyp to my supp and we haven't starteD!! eEekkzz.. gone case.. haiz.....

//off to new homie~!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:34 PM
Today's Wednesday, August 11, 2004 !!
 
WARNING!! will be quite a lengthy entry, plz bear with it.. lol.. :p

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wOot!! took some ridiculous picS, say 2 days ago??!! lazy to post.. so just post 1 funny de.. e most hilarious stuff we did!! LOL... can't stop laughing when we did tat... and DEAREST DELP is da 1 who stood there and asked us to haf a look.. -.- ann and i can't help laughing.. WAHAHAHAHA :x



silly girls ain't we.. hehe.. but we did had fun with all our wild ideas coming in.. lolz!

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4got to return my library bk.. zZzz.. alright, gotta pay da fine.. FINE! i'll pay!! :x

saw zal 2day.. chatted with him.. he said i tend to talk more.. LOL.. yeah i am, am i? hEez..

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yesterday this fella.. sec sch of mine... EMAIL ME TO SAY Y AM I NOT ONLINE.. heck, dun even wanan reply him.. he's kinda, well, i dunno.. somehow he did provoked me.. but he's ok sometimes.. maybe just when i'm not in a gd mood, HE DID PROVOKED ME.. tat's, his business.. he talked to me @ e wrg time.. :X whenever i was online he'll say, "online again ah.. aiyoo".. something like that.. sick.. coz it's none of his business to wat i do..

gonna get into dreamland soon.. 8am class fer tmr~ tat's nice... *sigh*

fer starters, thanx fer those who cared really alot when my beloved grandma left.. really did appreciate alot.. hEe... and to those whom i've been throwing temper on (u noe who u r), i really apologies, i'm like haywired fer tat few wks.. especially to my dearest, sry baby... :p

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haf to stay back fer fyp tmr... haiz.. cya ard guys.. hope to blog soon.. :x

is she e girl whom she think she is?

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:53 PM
Today's Tuesday, August 10, 2004 !!
 
oh yeah~ lol.. blogging in campus... tat's RARE! :x

as usual late fer class 2day.. heee.... :p told delp i had a dream tat i manage to find out fer her on how to log her chats.. -.- tat was a bit off though.. LOL..

updating fer e pass few days..
been packing my stuff to prepare to shift into my new home..!! yeah~ new room.. imagine my room!! in a mess.. irresponsible of me and i THREW most of them.. haha.. using too much space if i kept them in my new room.. heee.. space constrain.. :p and my clothes.. whoa... can't believe i got plenty to stuff into using 2 luggage bag.. 1 big and 1 medium.. and guess wat tat's not all.. i have not packed finish... heeee......

dismantled da beds in my room.. slping on da floor with only mattress, not used to it.. *pampered by my BED* haha.. :pP

feelings
till now, been missing my grandma since then.. i think i still can't bear her.. it's been a mth.. i still thought of her.. i noe tat ppl do go away when it's time, it's ptless fer me to continue thinking of her.. i just miss her tat's all, her smile, her nagginess sometimes.. :x but she's da best grandma to me, took care of me since young.. when she's wheel-chaired bound, i was really heartbroken at tat time.. but this is wat her life's been given, she had lived on to e ripe-old age of 80, it's really a bonus.. at least i've got a chance to to spend my time with my grandma since young.. i respect her perserverence alot. ..

on e day when she's bout to 'visit' us, i dreamt of her, my vision was blurred, but e figure was like her.. she bent down to cover blanket fer my sis, then i woke up saw her, crying, tried to call her, but she just silently asked me not to callo out and she just walked out of e door... tat's e last i saw her.. by now i guess she and my grandpa blissfully in their world, looking down and guiding us to a nx step of our lives.. i just wan her to noe tat, "ma-ma(tat's wat my siblings call her), 10x fer taking care of us all these while.. we miss u!"

waiting fer da nx lesson!! zzzz.. MOBC lec.. aHhhh boring 1.. haiz.. she read from da slides.. makes me lose interest in her teaching.. but still, very bad of me to ignore her teaching and chatting all da ay with my frenz.. :X sry teacher, i respect ur patience with us.. but we just can't help feeling slpy.. hEee :X loLx..

//continuing with doing bo liao stuff :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:50 AM
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