Today's Tuesday, April 26, 2005 !!

 
ok! update pics!

ktv pics with my budds, though i promised later tat day. hee.. as usually am darn lazy. gee..
buddies.i love them.
nina.maine.
shan.maine.
liqing.maine.
kenji.zy.maine.

tmr's in fer jb. sushi here i come! yumz... been craving fer it so much.. hehe!

thurs fer sentosa trip with my polymates. ok gonna get tan? no way i hope! i get tan easily! hahaha! :pP

past 2 days? been slacking. darn bored. plus e weather, is freaking hot. imagine isolating myself, i still feel e heat! argg, in fer a rain 2nite! not tmr! :)

moody me, fustrated me, probably of da weather. feeling so sick of everything. does it haf to be like this? am 21 soon. i noe am changing soon, my lifestyle is changing soon! am in fer new stuff, new game, new everything! just tat probably i can't adapt much to them! maine is silly..

or probably am e no-no gd type? stubborn, trying to start angering ppl. haha this is so me. so sick of everything. probably am just sensitive bah.

felt distant from you.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:41 PM

Today's Sunday, April 24, 2005 !!

 
argg full of programs! :D

wonder wk i had! more to come! enjoy! broke?! yeahh *nod nod*

pictures tell a thousands word

had ktv with polymates on da 18th april
with ann
with delp
groups update later

was out with marc and ps the nx day
my own // Far :: About Nothing
Us

had ktv with buddies :)
To be updated later at night! hee!

sleepy. off fer a nap! stay tune!

//laterz!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:07 PM

Today's Monday, April 18, 2005 !!

 
[updated on words fer my polymates (see below)]
goes on......

as many noes, 15th apr da last paper. no more dragging myself to sp. kinda wierd. feel wierd. unsound.

enjoyed myself alot on fri, we had steamboat at marina south! dang, made myself oily and sticky. haha but it was fun!

watched late nite movie, "Guess Who". ok, it's kinda recommanded, coz it's funny. hiliarious..
my right side, ann was laughing real seriously. my left side was thalal, also laughing. it doesn't matter how loud me or all my mates laugh. i just wonder will i get to hear them laugh again!

after tat went to chill at esplanade! we were kinda tired then. but we just enjoy each other's company.

7+ am ... home swt home....












guess..


guess where..


got it??

neoprints! first time taken 2gether! :D
after much pestering delp and colleen...









fer e last. my master pieces! haha kinda pic ya.. soo

One here Another here!

tml ktv session with them! :)

[i stated that my list goes on eh?]
Especially to kelv, ming, han, alvin, david, ser and jes...
hey u guys, indeed during those year 1 and 2 or maybe till yr 3 made my times in poly a fruitful one.. really grateful and touched having all of you....
though we didn't manage to be in the same class since, i do miss all e times we had, e company ya all give.
all da best in ya studies k.. jia you!!
u r not forgotten...
till then.

now goes to marc and edwin
both of ya. buddy, sister, brother. :p thanks fer those lil talks and chats when i'm down. also the laughters ya all gave, e jokes and lame ones of course ya all give. haha :p but it's really fun though. all da best in ns eh! :D

H, ur turn, i noe u won't c this la lol.. i left ya out! so it's updated! :x
lovable boy, win aunties and uncles trust?! neehz!!
thought we seldom talk, but it's nice chatting with ya.
you're a great guy, but shy i dunno y. keep saying cannot noe girl. hahaha
u shy, cannot be tat way eh!
and oh, thanks fer da IAD lessons :)
anyway all da bestie in ns toO!
take care manz!

now, hydie ur turn
STUDY HARD ARH!

mofo kor
jia you too!

Alex, see this. Good luck :)
no more slaps
no more disturbs
maine is gonna be real busy hor. lol :pP
jia you!

whom i miss out, all da best!
remember i am not long winded! just simply miss u all k.. haha :pP
*time to slp*
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:20 AM

Today's Saturday, April 16, 2005 !!

 
poly days

alright. those days has come to an end.. 3 fruitful years, with my wonderful classmates of mine. i love them alot. these goes slowly in my list...

Ann
my shopping kaki, chatting and crapping gf too. we do everything under the sun. i love her alot. she's been there fer me since year one of poly. i rem, her asking me for the 1st time, am i purely singaporean. u believe me do u?! lol. :p
she bears with my crappiness, no doubt she is too :pP haha.. but she's really a nice girl, caring and kind, always there for others, thinking for others. i remembered, my 1st itp, when i was working as sales promoter at tangs fer tat period of wk, she came to find me. she msged me wat i like to eat, so i told her. i'm just hungry ok! hehe. guess wat she got me chocos! i was kinda surprised! she knew i love them alot. kinda touched tat time.
when i am sick, she takes her even sec to msg me to take care. a simple 1, but it meant alot!
i tell u, she's a totally mad lady when she nervous. hahaha her actions really crapped me up! lalala~
i noe i am always late la, 4give me k. muahahaha...
though sometimes we haf some lil small unhappiness 2gether, we still believed all these lil unhappiness grown us to noe each other better in many ways.
girl, all da best in da future k. happy happy with ya life and ya bf! swt couple ya make! really miss the times we spent 2gether. i love u mmUackz..

delphine
haha the auntie? :p nahhz kidding. delp though she's a year younger than me, we do clique eh! though it's just a yr diff, sometimes r such a wide diff. she's funny, always disturbed by me? haha jking.
she the one who seldom go shopping with me and ann! i noe she's busy but i forgive her. :p
another caring girl, she's strong in her way.
she does things in chronological way, but still confuse herself which i dunno why
she does funny things which really cracked me up alot, makes me wanna disturb her and tease her more
cute in her way, she's a sweetie to me
i rem whenever i am not feeling well, she will also msg or msn me to take care, even in e bridge of falling ill, she still cares anough to ask me take care, having lots of water.
even i always say her this and tat, she dun mind, i noe maybe a lil eh coz i could haf gone too far, still she plays along. :pP
i noe i am always late meeting u! forgive me also leh! hahahahha :x
anyway, delp, all da best k. u r dearest to me, from the very 1st time we stayed close in poly days 2gether. dun stressed up on wat job to get, just simple believe ur strength and i noe u can do it to strive for wat u wanna achieve! misses u moree....

colleen
she's gd in eng, better better better. hahahaha :pP though we ain't tat really close, but she's a nice lady. fun to be with too. sometimes when her other half not ard (haha :p), we got 2gether with ann and delp too. we do clique too. talked everything we could! a sweetie she is to me, she's really a one great friend to haf!

diana
deee, though we r not tat close, she is a nice lady! gentle and demure sometimes only hor.. haha jking.. hehe.. she's close with colleen, but we could talked about everything also. from jokes and fun times we have. she, dun miss her out, she's e flower of our class k! keke!

wong
class rep! he's smart hardworking diligent! everything u could name, positive about him!
he's funny too sometimes and i dun noe wat he's talking about! hahaha :p
he's helpful, real helpful, a respectable class rep.
nice to talk to, fun to be with.
what can i say, many thing to say about him! ya all should noe! lol
gonna miss u wongggggg... aloottttttttttttt........

ck
gonna miss his crap leh! haha. he nv fails to crap? haha.. but sometimes it's really kinda funny! can really make me laughed out! he's knowledgeable, he experiences things, he tells and shares. he has his own way of doing things, coz he believe he could do it! nv fails to give up or do things undone. promises r also kept. he's nice to talk to too. hey am gonna miss ya craps also k.. hahaha :p

mx
hey mei, my cute sister. haha.. am close with him only this sem! how could this be?! he's such a nice nice nice boy.. he also can crap with me! he cares alot, kind too, and always give a thought for others. he, 2gether with ranjeet, cannot be separated! he cares alot for ranjeet more than me.. saDz.. such a failure as a bro! hahaha :pP nahhz, am gonna be da 3rd party if i'm like this! keke.. kidding ya!
seldom show his temper. he noes what he want to do. love cycling alot, fishing alot, probably more of an out-door person! from what i can see, he can share his love with his gf alot, dote on her alot, maybe can be romantic bah. so i am waiting for her ok! hahahah madness!
cannot miss this out, he's kinda charming in his way too! :D
hey, thanks alot for those talks and chats ok? all da best in ns too, enjoy now while ya can! thanks for helping me out too ya.. keke.. da ge loves u alot...

ranjeet
- nothing to say -

lol nahhzz, he, i got lots to say bout him. though it's just this sem we got closer, he's really a nice man! funny he is, hilarious, always trying to make me laugh.
complains y he no gf, tat he cannot get married le. no way lor! though he's from maybe a few generations :pP, maybe becoz of upbringing, but it's ok! ppl do haf way of wat others r! u r wat u r ranjeet! and i love u for whom u r!
i rem e time ya joined our class, it's like we didn't even talked! till slowly, maybe 1 to 2 sentences? ya i noe he says i am UGLY, and i accept the fact k! hahaha :pP
the other half of mx, joined 2gether, he cannot live w/o mx as i can see.. lol nahhzz.. he cares fer mx too.
rj, thanks alot, fer talking to me, thanks for those fun craps, fer making me laugh alot. really thanks.. all da best in ns.. of course i hope u could still make me laugh as always.. hahaha :pP maine loves u alot too. :)

thalal
yah he's e one, smart? yes.. diligent? yes.. hardworking? NNOO!! :pP we also got to talk more this sem. argg y all this semmm? :(
he's a nice guy, and recently i tend to tease him eh. hahaha.. :D he's fun to talk to too, and he wanna disturb me? nono. fat chance! hahaha :pP we exchange songs in msn, though i have only very limited ones, he's always updating himself with new songs! he's also funny bah, sounds not convincing hor keke.. but nvm, he's really a nicee guy too.


the rest..
i miss u all tooooooo alottt too. miss those fun, craps, outings and chats. 3 years, is nv a boring one! funny incidents still fresh in my head, always carrying them in my mind. it's meaningful, speechless, ridiculous, i love them! coz they r also part and parcel of my days in poly! yikes! it's fast. 3 yrs had passed!

all da best everybodyyy... in watever u do, wat path u take, i hope happiness will lead ur way thru ya times.

i really miss u all alot, it's just __________. i dunno wat to say.

it's really nice knowing all of you!! :)

okieZ! looking 4ward to more outings okie, DICT 3A22.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:03 PM

Today's Thursday, April 14, 2005 !!

 
i'm FAMISHED. no proper lunch!

-+ happy bdae sister, gwen.. :D +-

i can't seem to bring myself to continue studying mmsp?!
there's alot in my mind!
cannot concentrate anymore!
help! i need serious help!

headache and backache. i need a break. will be after tmr's papeR! off to enjoy after tat. probably overnight yeah? hopefully.

simply dun feel like STUDYING?! so crappy.. hahaha :x

arggg..

- ping -
- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:45 PM

Today's Monday, April 11, 2005 !!

 
ok these few days been a baddie!!

been shopping and out. haha :pP

ok shall post pics instead. but i do enjoy those outings! :D

i didn't resize it. kinda pic and oversize by post space. haha :p lazt u noe..
so i guess i linked it instead. click on them! :D

maine and shan


maine and na

girls

4 wonders



ok gonna continue on my bcome soon! lifeless!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:09 PM

Today's Friday, April 08, 2005 !!

 
GOTTA SEE THIS. another choice of phone


front


back

sony ericsson k750i. I LOVE IT. i love sony's phone. remembering my k700i... bleahhzzz
love it's design and specs! totally induced!!
2 megapixel cam. whoa~

arggg am waiting fer u! muAckz! lol..


ok went shopping 2day with my budds. i bought stuff again. big hole again? hahaha :x

lazy to type more.

tatAz!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:57 AM

Today's Wednesday, April 06, 2005 !!

 
wOot!

ok tat's gd. i've finished studying cns. but my stm.. well u noe... i guess i forget all of them again! hahah.. gonna hit da pyp tmr. heee...

ok IE totally a disgrace to me. gave chance.. thought at least i still could use fer mths after i've d/l and tried mozilla fire fox.. who noes IR died on me. i can't open link in new window. simply -.-" so i used firefox and i fell in love with it once again! hahaha.. this time. i've refurnished it eh? do i call tat refurnish? hahaha :p

MY FIREFOX! [Click here] mUackz lol :p

it's pink, with dog prints! wat more could i ask? wahahaha :p

ok gonna find some midis.. yeah~~

ciao~
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:57 AM

Today's Sunday, April 03, 2005 !!

 
sunday!

it's sunday already! hahaha. a wk has passed.. eEekkz

last nite was slping and ard 3 plus when nina called. asked me to leak out of my home fer a spin. haha.. lEAKEd. :X but was too tired plus with contrain by my parents. unable to leaked out. sry budds. probably nx time. hee...

sometimes i wonder izzit me being too sensitive. i dun like, anyone, to indirectly insult wat i feel. probably am being a bit strict and hard on this. but this is me. feelings hurt is much worst than insulting who i am. sometimes u asked me things which u noe wat the ans is. u always hope to expect it's e opposite of wat u expect me to say. sorry. i can't. coz i didn't want to give chances. it will hurt u more. eventually, u might think that chances r on ur side. if you wan me to at least say the opposite of e expected ans, won't you think that u are selfish? am not pin pointing u. u haven't thought of my feelings do u? i noe probably somehow u fell to deep, or izzit i pulled you. till this time, u might already thought that i'm kinda cold and harsh 2wards you. it's not tat i wan, i'm just afraid that you r pulling urself down deeper, making me feel guiltier fer unknown reasons.

apologies fer my behavior and attitude towards you. somehow i felt i need to take a step back.

i thought maybe talking things out would be better. but, in fact it's either coz of e agitated me, or u who's trying to run away. suddenly offline u can go, b4 i can say more. i dun feel angered becoz u went off like this, i felt tired instead. tired to talk to. maybe i should not haf talked things out, if e outcome is like this. i though it would be better in a way. but it's not. since u wouldn't like to talk things out. i leave it up to u.

marc say something like this, "if u like her, wan her be happy. make her happy." i believe as long as some1 i like and love is happy, even though he not my bf, i will be happy. seeing someone whom i liked alot, happy in such a way, i will be too. though i believe it hurts so much. but this is wat i feel. and i felt this way b4...

probably it's just a negative me, who reprimands myself always, thinking it's becoz of me which happens. i will nv be happy. i am always trying to be fair and square to situations. it's always hard for me. ppl say i'm too soft, unseen to situation, didn't open a wide mind etc. my weakness?

just another day

...
- posted by unembellished maine @ 4:33 PM

Today's Tuesday, April 26, 2005 !!

 
ok! update pics!

ktv pics with my budds, though i promised later tat day. hee.. as usually am darn lazy. gee..
buddies.i love them.
nina.maine.
shan.maine.
liqing.maine.
kenji.zy.maine.

tmr's in fer jb. sushi here i come! yumz... been craving fer it so much.. hehe!

thurs fer sentosa trip with my polymates. ok gonna get tan? no way i hope! i get tan easily! hahaha! :pP

past 2 days? been slacking. darn bored. plus e weather, is freaking hot. imagine isolating myself, i still feel e heat! argg, in fer a rain 2nite! not tmr! :)

moody me, fustrated me, probably of da weather. feeling so sick of everything. does it haf to be like this? am 21 soon. i noe am changing soon, my lifestyle is changing soon! am in fer new stuff, new game, new everything! just tat probably i can't adapt much to them! maine is silly..

or probably am e no-no gd type? stubborn, trying to start angering ppl. haha this is so me. so sick of everything. probably am just sensitive bah.

felt distant from you.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:41 PM

Today's Sunday, April 24, 2005 !!

 
argg full of programs! :D

wonder wk i had! more to come! enjoy! broke?! yeahh *nod nod*

pictures tell a thousands word

had ktv with polymates on da 18th april
with ann
with delp
groups update later

was out with marc and ps the nx day
my own // Far :: About Nothing
Us

had ktv with buddies :)
To be updated later at night! hee!

sleepy. off fer a nap! stay tune!

//laterz!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:07 PM

Today's Monday, April 18, 2005 !!

 
[updated on words fer my polymates (see below)]
goes on......

as many noes, 15th apr da last paper. no more dragging myself to sp. kinda wierd. feel wierd. unsound.

enjoyed myself alot on fri, we had steamboat at marina south! dang, made myself oily and sticky. haha but it was fun!

watched late nite movie, "Guess Who". ok, it's kinda recommanded, coz it's funny. hiliarious..
my right side, ann was laughing real seriously. my left side was thalal, also laughing. it doesn't matter how loud me or all my mates laugh. i just wonder will i get to hear them laugh again!

after tat went to chill at esplanade! we were kinda tired then. but we just enjoy each other's company.

7+ am ... home swt home....












guess..


guess where..


got it??

neoprints! first time taken 2gether! :D
after much pestering delp and colleen...









fer e last. my master pieces! haha kinda pic ya.. soo

One here Another here!

tml ktv session with them! :)

[i stated that my list goes on eh?]
Especially to kelv, ming, han, alvin, david, ser and jes...
hey u guys, indeed during those year 1 and 2 or maybe till yr 3 made my times in poly a fruitful one.. really grateful and touched having all of you....
though we didn't manage to be in the same class since, i do miss all e times we had, e company ya all give.
all da best in ya studies k.. jia you!!
u r not forgotten...
till then.

now goes to marc and edwin
both of ya. buddy, sister, brother. :p thanks fer those lil talks and chats when i'm down. also the laughters ya all gave, e jokes and lame ones of course ya all give. haha :p but it's really fun though. all da best in ns eh! :D

H, ur turn, i noe u won't c this la lol.. i left ya out! so it's updated! :x
lovable boy, win aunties and uncles trust?! neehz!!
thought we seldom talk, but it's nice chatting with ya.
you're a great guy, but shy i dunno y. keep saying cannot noe girl. hahaha
u shy, cannot be tat way eh!
and oh, thanks fer da IAD lessons :)
anyway all da bestie in ns toO!
take care manz!

now, hydie ur turn
STUDY HARD ARH!

mofo kor
jia you too!

Alex, see this. Good luck :)
no more slaps
no more disturbs
maine is gonna be real busy hor. lol :pP
jia you!

whom i miss out, all da best!
remember i am not long winded! just simply miss u all k.. haha :pP
*time to slp*
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:20 AM

Today's Saturday, April 16, 2005 !!

 
poly days

alright. those days has come to an end.. 3 fruitful years, with my wonderful classmates of mine. i love them alot. these goes slowly in my list...

Ann
my shopping kaki, chatting and crapping gf too. we do everything under the sun. i love her alot. she's been there fer me since year one of poly. i rem, her asking me for the 1st time, am i purely singaporean. u believe me do u?! lol. :p
she bears with my crappiness, no doubt she is too :pP haha.. but she's really a nice girl, caring and kind, always there for others, thinking for others. i remembered, my 1st itp, when i was working as sales promoter at tangs fer tat period of wk, she came to find me. she msged me wat i like to eat, so i told her. i'm just hungry ok! hehe. guess wat she got me chocos! i was kinda surprised! she knew i love them alot. kinda touched tat time.
when i am sick, she takes her even sec to msg me to take care. a simple 1, but it meant alot!
i tell u, she's a totally mad lady when she nervous. hahaha her actions really crapped me up! lalala~
i noe i am always late la, 4give me k. muahahaha...
though sometimes we haf some lil small unhappiness 2gether, we still believed all these lil unhappiness grown us to noe each other better in many ways.
girl, all da best in da future k. happy happy with ya life and ya bf! swt couple ya make! really miss the times we spent 2gether. i love u mmUackz..

delphine
haha the auntie? :p nahhz kidding. delp though she's a year younger than me, we do clique eh! though it's just a yr diff, sometimes r such a wide diff. she's funny, always disturbed by me? haha jking.
she the one who seldom go shopping with me and ann! i noe she's busy but i forgive her. :p
another caring girl, she's strong in her way.
she does things in chronological way, but still confuse herself which i dunno why
she does funny things which really cracked me up alot, makes me wanna disturb her and tease her more
cute in her way, she's a sweetie to me
i rem whenever i am not feeling well, she will also msg or msn me to take care, even in e bridge of falling ill, she still cares anough to ask me take care, having lots of water.
even i always say her this and tat, she dun mind, i noe maybe a lil eh coz i could haf gone too far, still she plays along. :pP
i noe i am always late meeting u! forgive me also leh! hahahahha :x
anyway, delp, all da best k. u r dearest to me, from the very 1st time we stayed close in poly days 2gether. dun stressed up on wat job to get, just simple believe ur strength and i noe u can do it to strive for wat u wanna achieve! misses u moree....

colleen
she's gd in eng, better better better. hahahaha :pP though we ain't tat really close, but she's a nice lady. fun to be with too. sometimes when her other half not ard (haha :p), we got 2gether with ann and delp too. we do clique too. talked everything we could! a sweetie she is to me, she's really a one great friend to haf!

diana
deee, though we r not tat close, she is a nice lady! gentle and demure sometimes only hor.. haha jking.. hehe.. she's close with colleen, but we could talked about everything also. from jokes and fun times we have. she, dun miss her out, she's e flower of our class k! keke!

wong
class rep! he's smart hardworking diligent! everything u could name, positive about him!
he's funny too sometimes and i dun noe wat he's talking about! hahaha :p
he's helpful, real helpful, a respectable class rep.
nice to talk to, fun to be with.
what can i say, many thing to say about him! ya all should noe! lol
gonna miss u wongggggg... aloottttttttttttt........

ck
gonna miss his crap leh! haha. he nv fails to crap? haha.. but sometimes it's really kinda funny! can really make me laughed out! he's knowledgeable, he experiences things, he tells and shares. he has his own way of doing things, coz he believe he could do it! nv fails to give up or do things undone. promises r also kept. he's nice to talk to too. hey am gonna miss ya craps also k.. hahaha :p

mx
hey mei, my cute sister. haha.. am close with him only this sem! how could this be?! he's such a nice nice nice boy.. he also can crap with me! he cares alot, kind too, and always give a thought for others. he, 2gether with ranjeet, cannot be separated! he cares alot for ranjeet more than me.. saDz.. such a failure as a bro! hahaha :pP nahhz, am gonna be da 3rd party if i'm like this! keke.. kidding ya!
seldom show his temper. he noes what he want to do. love cycling alot, fishing alot, probably more of an out-door person! from what i can see, he can share his love with his gf alot, dote on her alot, maybe can be romantic bah. so i am waiting for her ok! hahahah madness!
cannot miss this out, he's kinda charming in his way too! :D
hey, thanks alot for those talks and chats ok? all da best in ns too, enjoy now while ya can! thanks for helping me out too ya.. keke.. da ge loves u alot...

ranjeet
- nothing to say -

lol nahhzz, he, i got lots to say bout him. though it's just this sem we got closer, he's really a nice man! funny he is, hilarious, always trying to make me laugh.
complains y he no gf, tat he cannot get married le. no way lor! though he's from maybe a few generations :pP, maybe becoz of upbringing, but it's ok! ppl do haf way of wat others r! u r wat u r ranjeet! and i love u for whom u r!
i rem e time ya joined our class, it's like we didn't even talked! till slowly, maybe 1 to 2 sentences? ya i noe he says i am UGLY, and i accept the fact k! hahaha :pP
the other half of mx, joined 2gether, he cannot live w/o mx as i can see.. lol nahhzz.. he cares fer mx too.
rj, thanks alot, fer talking to me, thanks for those fun craps, fer making me laugh alot. really thanks.. all da best in ns.. of course i hope u could still make me laugh as always.. hahaha :pP maine loves u alot too. :)

thalal
yah he's e one, smart? yes.. diligent? yes.. hardworking? NNOO!! :pP we also got to talk more this sem. argg y all this semmm? :(
he's a nice guy, and recently i tend to tease him eh. hahaha.. :D he's fun to talk to too, and he wanna disturb me? nono. fat chance! hahaha :pP we exchange songs in msn, though i have only very limited ones, he's always updating himself with new songs! he's also funny bah, sounds not convincing hor keke.. but nvm, he's really a nicee guy too.


the rest..
i miss u all tooooooo alottt too. miss those fun, craps, outings and chats. 3 years, is nv a boring one! funny incidents still fresh in my head, always carrying them in my mind. it's meaningful, speechless, ridiculous, i love them! coz they r also part and parcel of my days in poly! yikes! it's fast. 3 yrs had passed!

all da best everybodyyy... in watever u do, wat path u take, i hope happiness will lead ur way thru ya times.

i really miss u all alot, it's just __________. i dunno wat to say.

it's really nice knowing all of you!! :)

okieZ! looking 4ward to more outings okie, DICT 3A22.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:03 PM

Today's Thursday, April 14, 2005 !!

 
i'm FAMISHED. no proper lunch!

-+ happy bdae sister, gwen.. :D +-

i can't seem to bring myself to continue studying mmsp?!
there's alot in my mind!
cannot concentrate anymore!
help! i need serious help!

headache and backache. i need a break. will be after tmr's papeR! off to enjoy after tat. probably overnight yeah? hopefully.

simply dun feel like STUDYING?! so crappy.. hahaha :x

arggg..

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- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:45 PM

Today's Monday, April 11, 2005 !!

 
ok these few days been a baddie!!

been shopping and out. haha :pP

ok shall post pics instead. but i do enjoy those outings! :D

i didn't resize it. kinda pic and oversize by post space. haha :p lazt u noe..
so i guess i linked it instead. click on them! :D

maine and shan


maine and na

girls

4 wonders



ok gonna continue on my bcome soon! lifeless!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:09 PM

Today's Friday, April 08, 2005 !!

 
GOTTA SEE THIS. another choice of phone


front


back

sony ericsson k750i. I LOVE IT. i love sony's phone. remembering my k700i... bleahhzzz
love it's design and specs! totally induced!!
2 megapixel cam. whoa~

arggg am waiting fer u! muAckz! lol..


ok went shopping 2day with my budds. i bought stuff again. big hole again? hahaha :x

lazy to type more.

tatAz!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:57 AM

Today's Wednesday, April 06, 2005 !!

 
wOot!

ok tat's gd. i've finished studying cns. but my stm.. well u noe... i guess i forget all of them again! hahah.. gonna hit da pyp tmr. heee...

ok IE totally a disgrace to me. gave chance.. thought at least i still could use fer mths after i've d/l and tried mozilla fire fox.. who noes IR died on me. i can't open link in new window. simply -.-" so i used firefox and i fell in love with it once again! hahaha.. this time. i've refurnished it eh? do i call tat refurnish? hahaha :p

MY FIREFOX! [Click here] mUackz lol :p

it's pink, with dog prints! wat more could i ask? wahahaha :p

ok gonna find some midis.. yeah~~

ciao~
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:57 AM

Today's Sunday, April 03, 2005 !!

 
sunday!

it's sunday already! hahaha. a wk has passed.. eEekkz

last nite was slping and ard 3 plus when nina called. asked me to leak out of my home fer a spin. haha.. lEAKEd. :X but was too tired plus with contrain by my parents. unable to leaked out. sry budds. probably nx time. hee...

sometimes i wonder izzit me being too sensitive. i dun like, anyone, to indirectly insult wat i feel. probably am being a bit strict and hard on this. but this is me. feelings hurt is much worst than insulting who i am. sometimes u asked me things which u noe wat the ans is. u always hope to expect it's e opposite of wat u expect me to say. sorry. i can't. coz i didn't want to give chances. it will hurt u more. eventually, u might think that chances r on ur side. if you wan me to at least say the opposite of e expected ans, won't you think that u are selfish? am not pin pointing u. u haven't thought of my feelings do u? i noe probably somehow u fell to deep, or izzit i pulled you. till this time, u might already thought that i'm kinda cold and harsh 2wards you. it's not tat i wan, i'm just afraid that you r pulling urself down deeper, making me feel guiltier fer unknown reasons.

apologies fer my behavior and attitude towards you. somehow i felt i need to take a step back.

i thought maybe talking things out would be better. but, in fact it's either coz of e agitated me, or u who's trying to run away. suddenly offline u can go, b4 i can say more. i dun feel angered becoz u went off like this, i felt tired instead. tired to talk to. maybe i should not haf talked things out, if e outcome is like this. i though it would be better in a way. but it's not. since u wouldn't like to talk things out. i leave it up to u.

marc say something like this, "if u like her, wan her be happy. make her happy." i believe as long as some1 i like and love is happy, even though he not my bf, i will be happy. seeing someone whom i liked alot, happy in such a way, i will be too. though i believe it hurts so much. but this is wat i feel. and i felt this way b4...

probably it's just a negative me, who reprimands myself always, thinking it's becoz of me which happens. i will nv be happy. i am always trying to be fair and square to situations. it's always hard for me. ppl say i'm too soft, unseen to situation, didn't open a wide mind etc. my weakness?

just another day

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- posted by unembellished maine @ 4:33 PM