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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Monday, September 27, 2004 !!
 
yes.. update timE!!

well... got back my results! 2 of them were unexpected! hehe.. my mobc and network infra.. surprised was infra coz i nv got tat kind of marks fer it!! :D but e nx day was a deadly paper.. totally a downturn.. -.-" haiz.. haf to buck up on assignment then..

speaking on assignment(s)... yeah.. assignmentS.. it's totally a headache to me especially IAD.. aRgggg... fri nite, ann, delp, ck and kok stayed over to rush up on iad.. took bout 2 days, fri and sat, to figure out y ain;t our database working.. zZzz... ann stayed overnight again on sat and went off in da mornz.. till then kok came here again.. haha.. well, me.. i cmi.. told him i need a slp bout 15 mins. went to sis room... whoa~ comfty bed yeah... and slept fer bout 2-3 hrs plus! hAr!! haha.. tat's my "15 mins" :pP till he woke me up said ck came.. ask kok how's da databse he said, just one extra ";" or " ' ", which i can;t rem.. tat's da fault.. zzz.. at last it worK!! yeah!!! :x and both of them racked their brains again.. haiz.. xing ku ni men le.. paiseh wor, coz bout evening i ran off to watch zhang wuji.. heee.. temptations.. :p

haiz.. whenever stuff been concerned, it always all come right @ e same time.. totally not my wk.. maybe i'm just totally weak bout my feelings.. tired bout how i feel.. and can't possibly carry on with wat i'm doing.. maybe w-e-a-k is da word.. i can't believe i gave it up so easily. this is still pending.. loving a person too much, hurts alot.. it's just me which i can't stand totally. haiz... 4get it.. i guess i got more stuff to handle.. :'(

"becoz he loves you for who u r, accept u for who u r, even how bad temper or how demanding u r, he choose u, and accepted his fate to be with u"

- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:09 AM
Today's Tuesday, September 21, 2004 !!
 
hey peEps.. nice flash.. u'll like it.. :p

http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/ShowFlash.asp?Id=6772

//tV! tV! :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:48 PM
Today's Saturday, September 18, 2004 !!
 
WARNING! Lengthy blog due to pictures.

wEee~~ went shopping with ann this mornz!! lol.. sry babe.. was late.. :X i noe u're gdjie jie , dun blame me.. sObz.. ahha.. anyway, 10x fer waiting da jie.. heee.. took some pics..

1st destination with ANN . . . . . douby ghaut This Fashion !


just our dress!! nice ones.. but didn't get it.


posing.


posing II.


ACT CUTE! :x


face.


vain us again!


again!! :D


wat's with my face!

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2nd destination with ANN. . . Bugis !

yummy~ fooD~ :D~



here i come foodie~~~~ :D

AND MUNCH!! After effect . . .



WASABI!! HOT!! EWWW!
but e feeling's really great.. unblock my blocked nose.. lol.. suddenly rush went true my nose to my eyes, tears falling.. lol..

bought a simple blouse and a skirt anyway. was suppose to get my jeans, but settled on skirt :x

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well.... there's nx destination . . . Jurong Point !

yeah~ went to celebrate gin's bdae in advance. went swensons. :D was too full to had proper dinner. just ate da mango ice cream cake~! yeah~~~~~ yUm yuM~! :D slacked and chatted there. thought i dunno 2 other of her frenz.. haha.. so tat was da day i'm REALLY quiet :x hee.. went pasa malam, then jp to help da fren to find present.. haha.. then chill @ coffee bean..

left early to meet fren fer dinner-cum-supper! suddenly so hungry... now... totally.. FULL.. aRggg.. i'm pampered.. lol..

slacking now i guess.. test finish. here comes proj.. ohhh noooooo...... -.-"

anyway..
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY GIN!!!!!
1 YR OLDER LE. MAKES A DIFF. U HAF
GROWN :x lalala... hehe kidding..

glad ya haf fun! mMuAckz!

FUN!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:27 AM
Today's Thursday, September 16, 2004 !!
 
selfish am i? yes yes... this is da selfish me.. i'm disappointing...

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:46 AM
Today's Monday, September 13, 2004 !!
 
can't be bothered

.end.

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:45 PM
Today's Sunday, September 12, 2004 !!
 
yeah~ just got back from chun kiat's party~ hehe.. happy 21st bdae "father" !! :D

i'm deAD.. didn't really study fer test! aRggg.. haiz.. moodless...

but i did e usual stuff.. pics.. snap and done.. lol... :p

GIB ME PEACE!

haha.. nothing to do yeah... :D

BLOGGED!!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:19 AM
Today's Sunday, September 05, 2004 !!
 
well.. u folks must haf heard this b4.. or some, read in emails.. :D enjoy..

- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:06 PM
Today's Saturday, September 04, 2004 !!
 
talked to marc bout things.. then dunno izzit coincidence.. or it's some gift to me...

my fren's quit msg..

Learn to LOVE the people who are willing to love you at present. Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting u which led u to LOVE the people...

find this truely meaningful.. but sometimes, we just wanna urge fer an ans.. it's just keep coming y and y..

these word, are also my gift to ps.. saw her blog.. brings her pains, but most imptly memories, which in turn she learned and meaningful lexis wrote her life.. glad, now she has some1, whom she loves, and being loved by him. a gift, fer her..

when i saw her blog, my past do bothers me.. coz it's da very 1st time, i really liked some1. haha.. not sure and might sound like a crush and too young. thinking back.. but he hurt me once, angered me, confused me fer times, and yrs. making me nv trust in some1 like him.. just like e above quote, yes.. he hurt me, but, made me learnt an impt lesson in life.. and this led me to a true LOVE.. miracles do happen yeah? my love, taught me, let me love and be loved. i was quite doubtful at 1st. gradually, e feeling in turn was totally a wondeful feeling. i gave myself a chance to let him love me. storming thru many hardships, painful times, this is my life.. i'm learning, always learning. this is wat i call love. i dun haf to believe it, but i feel it. it's a painful feeling, but inspiring and amazing. i believe..

well, though my past bothers me, but still my love is always with me! talked to him b4 bout it. he stood by me, yes, more then glad he did.. hehe...

but things happen, won't always be forgotten easily. i thanked my past. still, e ans, lies beneath, still making me wonder...

and where does e ans tat lies in....?


i have no reason, to pursue it..

silly me!! :p

- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:14 AM
Today's Friday, September 03, 2004 !!
 
yeppie!!!

went to DG with ann 2day.. as usual da both of us.. wahahah... and, bought 2 blouses 2day!! costing bout 10 buckz!! wOot.. loved both tanks.. was thinking of getting a more colorful one like hot pink or orange, but e combination with e words ain't nice... hehehe! ann got herself 2 blouses too, haha... suddenly we r so into casual clothes.. not much variety which catches our attention.. heeeeee..... :x

was late fer elit proj discussion this mornz :( sry all... and sry wong!! didn;t noe u r informed! oOps.. heee.... some mis-communication ard.. haha.... :x

anyway nearly 4got nx wk sch holidays fer gov schs!! means cannot go back hks!! haha.. luckily i asked my siblings.. we tertiary students nearly 4got e time of holiday.. :X heee...

anyway nothing much interesting went of fer these few days besides da ktv thingy.. lol... :x

haf a wonderful nite folkS!! :D

totally.. falling.. over... you...

- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:19 PM
Today's Wednesday, September 01, 2004 !!
 
yes~ refreshed.. 10x to e view outside my room.. been staring fer bout 15 mins.. closing my eyes to feel e warmth of e environment.. i wish i'm embraced by this environment..

hope tmr will be a better day.. been feeling so fustrated lately, no idea y. just feel like venting my fustrations all over.. maybe becoz of partly wat i haf to do, and e changes in me, which i feel, afraid to adapt to. i hate changes, and i fear them. makes me feel so indecisive of myself.

boo.. got a lab quiz tmr, ain't prepared. i dun have e mood fer studies yet.. i guess i've calmed myself to this moment. feeling uncomfortable.. almost choke myself to death just now.. -.-" haha.. silly me...

i wish i have a dog, or maybe a cat will be nice.. i love them. just tat my sister's afraid.. haha.. rem, few yrs back my dad wanna bring home 1 dog, but he noes, my sister's afraid, he gave it away. the dog's now at my fren's house, rarely had e chance to visit. moreover my fren's studying overseas. it's been a long time.......... rem all da fun we had.....

anyway, i'm back at my teens eh? suddenly read L.J. Smith's novel. my sis borrowed!! just miss lots of her stories! simply love the darkness world, vampires living in nature, soulmates thoery, where werewolves still exists, and witches crown the society. yeah.. some fantasy... would u believe they exists eh...?

Happiness is where you feel deeply, enjoy simply, think freely, to love, and be loved..

- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:02 PM
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