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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Friday, December 31, 2004 !!
 
2005

yes, a new yr approaching in less than 4 hrs. new times, new resolutions, new minds, new fun, and of course, friends will always be friends.

looking back, 2004, it's been quite a forwarding year for me. i've learnt many things, and obviously in controlling my temper huh.. hahaha.. :pP i've got a great bunch of buddies to laugh, play and haf fun along e way. thanks to them who made my life's not missing out in every inch, bring in such laughter which keeps ringing in my head. unforgettable memories which clings on to e air. especially with nina's laughter, ps's expressions, and zy's lagginess.. :pP all these add up to great heights of FUN we had fer e past 8 yrs or 4 yrs of frenship!!

not forgetting my polymates, whom we actually really got closer as a class. really had fun with u all. especially bitching with my 2 poly closest frenz arh, u noe who u are.. haha.. as wat one polymate say, "add 1 more of u, become market le la." haha.. hey! it better than having silence which sounds no presence k!! :pP anyway let's treasure this last sem k! we've built so hard to make up a claSs~ keke

and of course, e love i had in my life, i've learnt many things throughout 2004. mild on my temper to show, and learning slowly to make up things in my mind. "think b4 u speak" :D thanks for showing so much love to me :)

throughout this yr, i've learnt incidents, things which happen shouldn't haf happened.

i've lost a fren. when i heard e news, i was gobsmacked by e incident. only happen to saw him a few mths counting from e time i heard this news, and this, suddenly happened. how could such cruelty land this way. RIP my fren, Fadly. u haf made my time during e sec sch days a wonderful one. cheered me, made me laughed, chatted, haf fun, and all these would be remembered in me.

and good gracious, my heart goes out to all e victims in e recent tsunami happenings. all of them, worked to hard to built a home, shed so much to built this community. and just one wipe, covers and cleans up this beautiful land which was made with the bare hands of these people, working hand in hand. and with hope, and light, a new year ahead, will be much better for them

after all these much haf happened, i've learning new aspects of life. everything can crumble down easily, and with much perserverance, all these can be built up. forgive and forget, make no enemies. even how much u dislike or hate e person, how much e person haf done this bad to u, nv show an inch hardness on them. leave them as it is, they still have their own life to lead.

and i really need, to learn, not to be soft in my heart, coz eventually i can hurt others indirectly...

anyway..
2005, here i come, mUackz to u!!
2004, thanks fer so much making my life fulfilled and happening!!

:D

- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:55 PM
 
haiz. no idea y am i feeling this way. yes u r very bz ard this time. i _stand. i just feel. lonely la.. hahahaha. i got used to e lifestyle we're in. it's been yrs.. but there r certain things which hinders us. when u r unhappy, i sound it, felt it. but with denial, which makes me pain more wat's making u feel tat way. aiyo.. am just getting emotional.. keke.. just plain sAdz yeah.. but it's ok.. i'll be fine here.. just sometimes feelings getting out of hand.. hahahaha..

just simply wanna apologies fer my childish acts when things get out of hand. sometimes i may not get straight to the pt, becoz i dun wanna let u feel unhappy and hurt directly. i just wanna soften things up. it may be e wrg move but it's just e only way i could do at tat very pt of time.

p.s. readers, anyway just pouring out how i felt. there's no need to comment on it k? hur hurr :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:15 AM
Today's Thursday, December 30, 2004 !!
 
whoa~

these few day's weather really cold. rain and rain, wind's cool. practically too cold till i do not need to on da fan when i slp.. oO!!

2day's cns lec was ok in fact. but am not feeling too well to be attentive enough. hahaha.. :x skipped mmsp lec and went to meet fyp supervisor! haiz...

anyway mummy says heart centre might help to raise some stuff and funds. oO? she gonna give away blankets and bedsheets as they r much needed more... asked her if clothes helps a not coz am thinking of giving away some. AND ANN ARH, not tat i wanna give away my clothes because i wanna clear them horr :pP hahahaha..

gonna work on my fyp later hopefully. tmr's a resting day fer me! yeah~~

//rest

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:28 PM
Today's Wednesday, December 29, 2004 !!
 
And..

of course, news and reports bout e tremour goes on. leaving a deep impact on those who experience the monster. lament and grief, sets out. my heart pains for them, e disastrous monster which took their lives.

wahh these few days the weather become really cold and kinda freeze me.. haha.. getting frequent headaches these days. on and off, e feeling was like someone hit my head suddenly.. zZz...

anyway didn't managed to meet my fyp supervisor. we were like waiting fer her! haiz.. 4get, will meet up with her tmr.

and of course while waiting fer her we did funny things like recording clips. hahahah.. hilarious!

anyway try it out ya..

cuddle and a kiss

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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//headache goes on

- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:58 PM
Today's Tuesday, December 28, 2004 !!
 
Tsunami, e massive earth earthquake and tidal waves.

yesterday, i saw e newpaper which my fren's reading. front page. i saw children, lying lifeless on e ground. it was a shocking news to me. yes, e tidal waves had hit asia's coastline. suddenly i felt really sad fer e ppl there. grief-stricken for those who lost their family, love ones, fellow frenz. even those who went on holiday, suddenly struck by this natural disaster, which none of e survivors expected.

i just heard about the 3 yr old boy who survived but lost his parents. 3 yr old, how can he noe wat's going on? poor thing, such cruelty, can this little boy understand? *sigh* another 13 yr old who went there fer holiday, was swept away by e waves. and she was found deaD.

it was unexpected to those coastal areas of the Indian ocean. they were not prepared. earthquakes @ e ocean could cause tsunamis, but those ppl were not prepared fer wat happened. it didn't happen before. rare occurance on other ocean. and now it's all too sudden and be prepared fer anything to happen.

singapore was lucky, i say, as it was sheltered by neighbouring countries. wat if it's not? wat if singapore also was e victim of this disastrous event? i think e island will be totally covered. anything could happen. so i must say treasure every moment u haf with ur love ones.

and i wonder, my ex-maid from indonesia was there. is she alright? hopefully. was so worried fer her. haiz.

argg i felt really sad when i saw e news. haiz.

anyway went shopping with ann yesterday. WAHH spent alot man. Zzz.. got a pants, skirt, and 2 shawls! hur hurr..

update
went shopping again, at jp, with delp. and i got myself a . . . hahahahaha.. anyway i really saw her auntie side nah. but i dun blame her la. she got this ntuc voucher. $5 . she can get and scrap items to EXACTLY 5 bucks. scan pricing of items real fast. lol... anyway maybe if me, i might do tat, but forking out a few cents. i dun mind. hahaha :x

having a terrible headache now. even after a nap. Zzz.

//headache

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:39 PM
Today's Sunday, December 26, 2004 !!
 
HohohO~

Christmas has just passed, and indeed kind of enjoy only during xmas day itself. lol.

24th Dec
yes yes went dg to get DIY earrings. hahaha.. more fer myself and got some beads fer ma belt deco. keke. :pP spent time with dearest and went home early. strange eh? lol.. coz dislike crowds. zZz.. so instead celebrated xmas with family! :D had red wine and some left over food from dinner! hahaha.. added a few drops of root beer fer gassy feeling. haha.. lame.. and when i wanan haf 2nd rd of da red wine, it's gone! -.- argg small bottle daddy took out.. zZzz.. my youngest sis love it.. so do i :D heEz!

25th Dec
Woked up by my parents. am asked to accompany them to funan to look at desktops and lappy. zzz.. still considering on which actually while we went into many shops. at last settled with a lappy~ heavier then a previous 1 eh. and 2day my mom told me should haf got tat lightwt 1. haiz.. silver.. it's nice. but she dun like.. hahaha.. anyway not bad a lappy eh!

Went to nina's house fer steamboat. sounds like we're celebrating CNY eh? lol. played "21" too. haha more and more like CNY! let's start e trend man. by ma grp of buddieS~! keke..

anyway we exchanged pressies too.
from my dear friends & buddies.


from ann. i ate some away :X


from dearest sis!


from ke ai nina


from hottie ps . hahaha


from. hmmm yaya andy lau (e imitation). thanks :pP

sweet ain't they? thankie so much!! mUackz!
More pics to come when i got them. :D


Pics of my adorable cousin! yes he's vain. muahahaha.







//[blank]

- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:18 PM
Today's Friday, December 24, 2004 !!
 
MERRY CHRISTMAS~

may all ya wished come thru nah~ keke. spent and enjoy this moment of time.

it's not always u can be happy. so utilise this occasion to enjoy and grap e happinEss~!! :D

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:41 PM
Today's Monday, December 20, 2004 !!
 
Good Day FolkS!

yes 2nd wk of sch term mon.. lessons gonna be as usual! no more slacking! seems like i got much to do.. fyp & assignments coming up. eEekzz!!

this noon fer lunch, as usual e 3 of us got a seat, and went to buy our food 2gether. somehow ck managed to join us. and he told us some water bottle and notes on our seat.. we were like blur.. oO! when we got back, in a while, THIS LECTURER SAT BESIDE ME, with his bloody LUNCH. -.-" do u have some manners a not. so wat if u're a lecturer but at least respecT us k! at least ask us or what instead of sitting down urself, and e table did not write "HELP YOURSELF" or any other words.. eat e table la.. hahaha :x was so fed up fer another reason coz ck ain't got space.. instead he went off to find da rest of our frenz.. luckily ann found another seat. i can't stand having rude person around, will lose my appetite. Zzz.. anyway it's quite _stood there's alot of ppl in e food court and getting a seat is hard, but at least please la, show some mannerS. if u, the LECTURER, jolly well ask us, e seat is definately urs if it's vacant!! haha like he provoked me so much!! :pP

anyway yesterday bought lots of stuff. went jp shopping with mummy.. bought 2 tops and some other apparels.. keke... another collection of apparrels in my wardrobe! -.-" getting messier in there... and i must always close e curtain wardrobe coz it'll be unsightly to leave it, exposeD? lol :x

tmr's another early lesson! zzz...

well, feel like doing more shopping. arggg control! msia! yes yes.. one friend (you noe who u r arh, decided not to leave name in case .... :x ) suggested sneaking into msia this fri, but rem, xmas EVE!! nonono.. nx wk ya~?! kekeke :pP

anyway life's such a drag recently. felt so dead.. zZzz..

goody goody neoprintS!! :)





//when i needed you. where r u? i may be lost, but i'm lost in my own world.....

- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:09 PM
Today's Saturday, December 18, 2004 !!
 
Music Playing - That's What Friends Are For By Dionne Warwick

wOw!

been out dunno since... dunNo??!! keke..

previous post says that i went to DB with ann, yeah pics r out but lazy to post here, may view them at ann's blog bah :x

yesterday went to shop fer my denims at bugis with my buddies!! :) got my denims and headed fer this fashion there to look fer my blouse. was so happy when it got my size BUT!!! still so loose! sObz! argg. no meat at my shoulders! damn. haiz.. instead ps bought a long skirt and a top. keke.. nice clothings matchup! :D

wanna get myself a cardigan but.. i've got 2 at home! zz..

after tat ps headed to meet her froggie prince :x then nina & i headed fer ck department! wOot! got a skirt i wanted. and nina got hers w/o 2nd thoughts! she said she saw 1 elsewhere selling at bout 30+ , but saw e same 1 selling at ck department at bout 10+ .. wOot!! she got her mind set on tat. while me still thinking which color of my skirt i'm gonna get.. Zzz.. settled on green!! keke..

anyway got some items fer myself!! keke and kind of aiming to get some items too.. no cash tat is!! zzz..

:: PICTURES ::

DIYs

anyway this earring is done by ann



this is done by urs truely!! :D got ann's influence.. keke..


Items Aimed fer

This long skirt which i tried while with ann at douby ghaut! argg! love it but it's too long. might be doing a deed to help da aunties and uncles to clean up e floorR! :x

One black cardigan, no pics taken
:(


Items Bought

my skirt! cheap cheap eh!


bought another white blouse a while ago


Bought a blouse, no pic taken too!

:: :: ::

c e amt of clothes been spent fer these 2 wks! argg! dead!

More pics coming up when ps send me.. keke.. she's a bz girl yeah~ :x
Meanwhile...


##############################

Dearest Beloved Buddies and Sweet Friends,


That's What Friends Are for
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

**Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for**

Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Repeat ** (x3)

//done

- posted by unembellished maine @ 4:38 PM
Today's Thursday, December 16, 2004 !!
 
whoo hoo!! am sooo hungry now!

wat a day. after a 2 hr lesson in sch, went shopping with ann!! keke.

went to orchard to find her stuff but in e end didn't get any. instead we got ourselves socks fer our ballets~!! no more blisterS~ :D

after tat took our walk to DB!! wahaha. went to spotlight and got DIY stuff. will not mention morE! :pP surprise surpriSE!! keke.. spent sometime there and in e end i'm e one buying stuff insteaD!! ZZZZ... can't get much more of those.. got ann's influencE! muahahaha :pP

after tat went to our hang-out shopping area at DB. each of us got one blouse each.. i prefer e other. but sObz.. dun haf my size.. it's nice off shoulder. will show ya when pics of her cam u out! haiz...

anyway from my phone. :D

can't help having myself morE!


me


me


me again nah


u noe where bah! :x


from dover

didn't had dinner coz was really full just now.. now am so hungry. zzzz i need food...

//tired out

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:26 AM
Today's Wednesday, December 15, 2004 !!
 
HAPPY BDAE HYDIE! *pukes* keke..

enjoy ya bdae la little boy. everytime say bdae as usual, is just another norm day, bdae do wonders k.. coz it's once in a yr, every year things come across is a different aspect to you!! do cherish this DAY/MTH (haha!) every year. coz it's something special which ya mummy brought u to this world, given a life to you, giving u a chance to place your best foot forward towards e nx stepping stone.. grow up liao.. no need this jie jie to nag le.. wahahah.. bLeahz! anyway. enjoy :D



- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:24 AM
Today's Tuesday, December 14, 2004 !!
 
Playing - Sweet Child of mine by Jac

I LOVE MY PHONE. :)

1st wk of sch term.. arhh.. not say tat bad, just tat i think this sem e lecturers r kind of really noe how to pick up e lesson and entertain us well.. tat's gd, fer one which makes it interesting, but for another, IT CAN BE SLPY!! :x now is only e 2nd day of term, 2nd day only!! i felt so tired! time table was like started late ended late though fri is e only which i can be FREE! whOo hoo!!

i got my k700i!! every thing is fine.. though there's bound to be some lagginess!! wahahaha.. BUT e prob is e lastest software dun enable me to REMOVE e phone cam shutter sound!! hur hurr.. even to silent mode, it's still enabled.. zzz.. how to be tat narcisstic in claSs? :X anyway gd is this prevents those pervert to take pics of others unrightfully.. yeah tat's really gd coz these ppl r invading our privacy! somehow a copyright statemenT!! :X

and of course with this goodie phone of mine, pics r taken lOAds! keke.. could any1 resist it? hehe.. e girls think tat me having a cam phone will be drastic fer them!! coz i will snap on-going! and tat's it, all their moves r taken down! :D no la kidding.. :pP maybe will upload some pics to share.. :D

and of course this phone is bought my u-know-who!! yes is him! THANK YOU SO MUCHIE!! huggiES!! he really loves to c me happy tat is, no matter wat. words of touch. he can't get his com!! HAHA! :X mean me..

tml got ppl bdae la.. think maybe gib him face tmr fer once.. let him off fer 24 hrs oNLY!! so none of my sarcastic remarks made during that time!! starting from 12am 2day!! 24 hrs only arh! :pP

okay as promised.. picturES! :D
and obviously i can do anything with my cam phone... keke....
only myself! :x


while walking to mrt station, felt bored.. :Xx i'm not mad k..


me with my pink cap!


3 me!


outside my window!!

ok i'm just darn bored to do this.. hEez!

one more pic to add in :)


my little poly besties!! :D

//LOVE U PPL LOTS!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:08 PM
Today's Saturday, December 11, 2004 !!
 
Playing - I Feel Good by Jac

wOot!! she's gd, i can't admit more.. jac's da msia idol! not tat i support her or wat.. just tat she has this great voice.. keke.. dina's great too! but maybe becoz jac has this personality which she could be an idol.. hahah.. alright no more talks on idol thingy!

went to sch fer fyp presentation this mornz! ok! met at 10am. i reach at 10 k!! some achievement i must say.. muahahaha.. blEahz!! :pP anyway was kind of excited and nervous! butterflies in ma stomach, empty stomach churning! gd gracious hopefully everything will go well.. started up e prog, some error!! omg! 3 of us kinda went "oh no!" . but eventually it's solved by da minute.. hehe! and everything went well!! pHew!!! though another judge is someone whom we noe, she still played by e rule. being fair! tat's nice.. keke!!

i can say 3 of us presented well. thumbs up girls! well done! though i can c nervousness in them, but they managed to slick thru da presentation. nice work! :D

so hungry now.. munching some wierd biscuits.. oO! can't slp.. slept alot today.. dunno wat's wrg with me.. haiz.. anyway bbq tmr! looking 4ward to it! keke.. at ma home!! :D~

//munch munch!!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:29 AM
Today's Thursday, December 09, 2004 !!
 
Still Playing - Right Here Waiting (Instrumental Version)

keke! another load of pics.. minimal ones this times! :D taken on da same day when i went shopping with ann!

look fer nina at cine and snap snap again! :D











- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:11 AM
Today's Wednesday, December 08, 2004 !!
 
Still Playing - Right Here Waiting (Instrumental Version)

tired tired day! yesterday was a tired day fer me! was out since 9 in da mornz! keke..

yeah! successful change of elective! gonna c my face fer another sem my classmates!! mUahahahahaha! :pP

went shopping with ann fer pressie! BROKE AH! even got ourselves our stuff!! OMG. ann nx time plz stay away and divert urself away from SALES!!!

had photo sessions.. keke...



















ann made me a button earrings! wow! thanks babe! keke

//stone

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:28 PM
Today's Monday, December 06, 2004 !!
 
Music playing - Richard Marx's Right Here Waiting For You (Instrument Version)

yes! create a new layout!! urs truely!! keke.. :x new bg music!! haiz.. if i could play tat nice.. zzz.. ain't learned piano, but electronic organ.. haven't been playing fer past 2 yrs! hurr hurr... waste! IF IF only i got a chance, i wanna learn piano! so nice! hahahaha.. :pP

went shopping on sunday with aunt but instead bought cousin's stuff!! that lil rascal.. really a pain in a neck sometimes... boys.. *rolls eyes* keke.. but my legs ain't aching.. noo idea y!!

tmr, which is mon is gonna be a another slack day but gotta touch up on fyp!! hur hurr.. tues going back to sch to change my elective.. hopfully e space is available fer us!! haizz.. and then shop my necessities.. keke.. :pP

nth to add on anyway.. or ya wanna c e vain me insteaD? :x

nahhzzz nx rd bah.. :pP

//nitey!



- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:48 AM
Today's Saturday, December 04, 2004 !!
 
acK.. wake up 1/2 hr ago.. tired.. zZzz

these few days been rushing on fyp.. re-aligning layouts, blah blah.. thought holidays now but still burn mid-night oil.. at least something has been done to look more presentable.. :D

was thinking of changing my mobile plan coz now been exceeding e limit! mom didn't nag bout it when it reaching 40 bucks + when my current plan is only @ $29.40 .. checked it out and mostly spent on calls.. hee.. under utilized my sms with only 600+ .. probably changing to PowerValue 100 @ $25.20 with 100 mins outgoing, ALL DAY free in-coming (i love this! :p), 500sms/83mms.. even if i request fer free caller ID with 5 bucks charged and exceeded my sms of 100.. at least i'll pay bout 30 bucks plus! kind of saved up to 10 bucks ++ keke.. shall c.. waiting fer my current contract to end!!

how bout it?! should i consider changing or nOT?!!

got some dinner at night.. argg another hassle on wat to wear! dang.. ahhahahaha... :pP

//rest day fer me!!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:43 PM
Today's Thursday, December 02, 2004 !!
 
sometime sinced i've updated!! hurr..

got my time table and elective! fri's a free day fer me!! wOot! :D elective i've got wireless and i heard a few wks back it's all about java! -.- I CAN'T ESCAPE. thought could try my luck to change my elective though but there aren't anymore available spaces! expected!! even there is, unable to slot ma 2 girls! arhhh... so qiao all 3 of us wireless thought either of them didn't choose tat.. O.o? but then i think i'll go ahead with wireless.. more project-based i guessed. maybe accomplished something which i've nv done beforE?! keke.. :pP

nx wk's my fyp presentation, 10th dec! hurrr... it's like i dunno where r we now.. -.-"

well.. commentS?



heee.. free to give some.. though it's just some main page only.

well hopefully most of our stuff could be done by then.. say at least 60%-70%.. HOPEFULLY... zzz haiz...

gonna do on the checkout page soon..

adious!

//hop

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:27 PM
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