Today's Thursday, March 31, 2005 !!

 
alright!

Tsubasa Reservior Chronicle is COMING SOON. wOot. can't wait eh!

muahahaha

i miss my buddies alot. am not biased. missed my polymates alot too! hahaha.. so it's kinda last day of lesson on tues.


mischievous us!



u noe who i guess by this time. hahaha :p

2day at e library. vain me!! with delp's cam!


and yesterday was too bored till i did edits again! arggg



There r a few more. lazy le... :p
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:03 PM

Today's Tuesday, March 29, 2005 !!

 
saw ps's blog. i ponder..

sometimes things i do r unappreciated, ok i dun care. of course there r times which r appreciated. such that i won't get affected easily bout wat ppl think about me, probably mild feeling..

just little disputes over trivial matter, usually in family, it really causes alot of problems. i wonder y sometimes. haiz. though 4give and 4get, since we r a family, y not.

sometimes i wonder if i'm tat unfilial. failed to be someone's daughter. am not longer e small girl you all thought. i'm turning 21. i'm changing. my life is. every situation is. nothing's gonna turn out gd anytime..

haven't been speaking or calling each other fer almost a wk soon. i dunno wat to start. he didn't speak to me either.. he ain't in a gd mood these days. if i speak, probably i make things worst, foul mood will be. i rather shut up and do my own stuff.

i just wanna be away, alone, secluded, isolated. i wanna think clearly. i need space, a pail to contain my thoughts. spill them out.. and swallow back in again. lame it is to do..

i dun wan my bdae to come. i dun wan e chalet. feel like cancelling it, i'll just pay e losses. i dun wanan celebrate @ all. i dun wan anything. i wanna be in a square, with boundaries.

i felt bad. izzit my fault? i wonder. or izzit i can;t differientiate betw right and wrg. argg e feeling is pathetic, it's like i can't find my limps anywhere.

i guess this is e one BIG step of life am gonna take.

feeling unknown, scattered, gloomy. everything is so upsetting. i guess i brought it upon myself...

am i still being such a small girl?

//alone
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:02 PM

Today's Monday, March 28, 2005 !!

 
i've aimed a phone~ yeah~~ do i haf da bucks?! :(




6681. i love it at 1st sight. on pics. but wonder if it looks nice in real. waiting fer it to release. but.. would be quite exp i guess.. haiz.. $_$ i need sponsors.. lOtz of sponsorss.. wahahah greedy me :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:36 PM

 
ok. pics? it's been a long time since we'd taken pics! here it goes... :D







and of course with vain me!!



LAZY to MINIMIZE hahahah :x

more pics gonna be up. my polymates. will edit another day!! :D

//slp
- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:40 AM

Today's Wednesday, March 23, 2005 !!

 
since u wan be to leave so much. i'll do so. we shall see..

how much i've controlled, yet ptless, so what.
am terrible angry and a lil hurt by wat u said.
maybe i'm a disgrace
not filial? nvm
how much i've simmered, also depends on how much u gonna control.

i noe u somehow dote on me too.
but..
saying those, i've already given up everything.
it's not e 1st time since i've turned 19 or 20 u've said somethings like tat.
4give and 4get i learnt.
am not tat angry
just fed up.
tired of quarrels.

- END -
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:26 PM

 
ppl will go when it's time

sending my consolenses. heard ann's bf's grandpa passed away.. so both of ya dun think too much k.. heard from her tat she's suppose to visit him but in e end e grandpa just went away..

similarly, i thought of my grandma, whom i'm suppose to visit on e day of tat wk, but then she simply left me. e unfilial me i felt, as e wk b4 i'm unable to visit her.. i can say she took care of me fer e past 20 years. truely 20 years. till now sometimes i think of e things she's done fer me..

anyway at a certain limit, ppl just have to go, to an extend, to find their nx path. so cheer up girly, i noe u're close with his grandpa. he'll be up there to c u ya all, blessed da both of you.


went home to get on stufying with tnp, studied till i fell aslp! arggg.. gotta hit da books now!
tmr might be another shopping day fer me! no ideA! zzz..

*pOof*
- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:46 PM

Today's Monday, March 21, 2005 !!

 
miss me? muahahaha

pictures will tell e story what i've been thru these few wks! :D



it hurts.. i'm lost.. lost in my own delusion.
simply, no path had been granted
only for me to search for the lexis which lingers in my mind
how far things may seem
i just can't get everything straight through little things which passed
how far would this go?





a little spent won't harm eh?
rushing here and there to search fer the belong desired
skirts, tops, pants, accessories everything spooked
round and round
raise ur wallet and worship the notes




a lil smile
a lil laugh
a lil mischieve
what comes about
is a lil happiness
which lives beneath me
giggles and laughters
colors my life
goodwill
oh? why not let's hype!


hahahaha.. that's about it i guess. every turn and thrill.. sure comes into a "dot" which is unstoppable by time.

spent spent! from last mth till now, i've got a few tops and bottoms. heven't tried an inch of them! arggg but i love them! simply worth and gorgeous! aCk!

ta da~ delicious them.. hhahah zzz...






and i've got somemore, like wat.. a green top? a white butterfly design top? how far haf i gone?!
i seriuosly need to save! KL i'm coming!!

thanks mx fer da chocos ya get me. errmmz i think i left with a few bars.. been sharing ard... heeee..... thanks alot ya! :D

how's my csw's interview? well went smoothly i guess... was really kinda grasping fer breath. simply kinda worried fer it. coz it seemed to me from colleen that he'll asked loads of qn~ well.. wOw, he really noe how to negotiate the situation, and when i asked him qns, he's simply fast.. directed to what i expect.. hahaha :X

tml's tues. zz k i noe.. ciao~!!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:09 PM

Today's Tuesday, March 15, 2005 !!

 
now 2.11am.

9 hrs ago i had napfa test. totally shagged

6 hrs ago, my hp was "robbed". in fact snatched from my ears... i was talking to my fren, and i felt some1 grab my phone. how bad can this me.. i turned back, only saw his back view. his body structure was like a malay to me (sry, i dun detest malays. it's my judgement from wat i saw). i chased after, shouted but ptless. i was out of breath then.. till i saw some1 in sight to rescue. e man gave e chase but we lost him.. asked ard, yeah, 1 saw this boy but dunno where he ran too then. argg too late, this man who helped me with e chase, he even drove me ard e estate (i may sound silly getting into his car, but i sat at e back. he's nice, i felt it.). in vain, i left fer home. while at e lobby again, i passed by da play grd and i saw 3 guys, malay guys if am aint wrg, from far it seemed like one of them stole my hp!! i didn;t dare walk ahead, so i decided to asked some passerby help me. so they accompanied me till e area where e guys r, and who noes, they disppersed. wierd eh? saw 1 of them ran across da rd. am still no confirm. dunno to confornt them a not. so nvm... i went home. make police record, and called up starhub to terminate my card...

my dad called me, said e police came, so i went down. saw 2. gradually 3 more came if am ain't wrg. (1 of them was handsome u noe :X ) so they keep asking me wat happened. and i gotta repeat how upteen times. in e end they got my statement.. pheWs.

how "suay" can i get. really not my day. frenz told me, ya ain;t hurt, tat's wat matters. yeahh i guessed so. i was unlucky but lucky i guess. *sigh*

anyways gotta be on bed. haf presentation tmr! moody.. zz

//gonez
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:11 AM

Today's Wednesday, March 09, 2005 !!

 
aRgg

so much to think. time is so limited this semester!

thinking whether i should persue a degree in SIM. and after much decision, i've decided to register and try my luck. haha. as i've planned, if i really wanna be in SIA, i guess i get my degree 1st. then pursue SIA. then at least after my bond, i've got a degree to get a job. how was it? ack.. guess at da mean time it's like this 1st :x

and ann, i hope u won't get into wat i said bout stuff wor. follow your heart tat is. if i really kinda influenced in ya thoughts, i apologies. sorry girl! dun think so much k? relax, sort it out. u still got till nx wk. heee..

2day miss tay puay shan shocked me! surprisingly she called me and ask me accompany her makan during lunch! at 1st i find it wierd, but it's ok.. decided to haf lunch with her. who noes when she came to find me she passed me a box of roche and meiji choco! no doubt she's nominated fer da best actress!! wahahaha :pP inside were words of my beloved buddies, nina, zhong yao and peishan. i'm really touched, surprised they got me these. every single words they wrote struck every single nerve of appreciation in me. lost fer words. felt so emotional suddenly. w/o any words, they indeed cared fer me alot. i felt so blissed and glad to haf them as my bestest frenz. i really love you all~! i dunno wat to say le......... still quite surprised. hahaha.. :p

went to DG this fashion with ann to get my formal skirt, and got myself a tee too! zzz.. c how my $$ was spent?!! argg.. and again walked ard PS and got myself a top! quite affordable though. i'm brokE!! gotta glup fer air fer these few days.. :x also nice us to get a small token of appreciation fer our fyp supervisor and 2nd judge! hEeeheee....

i'm still lost no matter wat. i dunno wat i should do. i'm confused. running ard like a mad lady, hitting on any pillars in my way... should i continue with a not. i guess i'm just afraid, scared, promises were broken again. hurt so much till i feel so numb. or maybe i should give myself another chance again.....
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:23 PM

Today's Monday, March 07, 2005 !!

 
just wanna shout out...


a big THANK YOU


to ma buddies. mUackz!! thanks fer being there fer me, thanks fer concerning, thanks for guiding me thru, thanks fer e listening ear, with non-stop thanks!! haha.. Love u all to da cOre manz!

though time is not spent well enough fer all of us, i really miss all da fun we had at times. it's been so fast, past 7 yrs, in a blink, we've reached adulthood soon. all these times, we've learnt from each other, bear with each other, helped and consoled each other. we gained closer aspects to understand our readiness and needness in life. so much have passed, we at least reached to a time where we nurtured our every thoughts. just love you all so muchiE!

i've again, stepped into a situation whereby i need to make decisions. i'm so afraid of every little thing which occurs around me. once a wrg step i might eventfully regret. sometimes i thought, am i worth a person to be e someone who thought i was who's tat very person? sounds ridiculous eh? i felt confused, lost, losing every single mind and thoughts i made. it seems like it's all breaking into pieces. people seen us as a blissed, swtness, aroma-ed ard us. but we just can't be. we r only just as equal as everyone. things are not as usual as before. time chances us, situation stopped us, life resolute us. all of this makes us harder to step by. even through this, we still tend to go 4ward, plan ahead, conquer all fears and baricles. but then, one simple move, one simple decision, changes everything. i feel, tired all of a sudden. should i go on pursuing or not...? *ponders*

but still, mins and seconds go on as usual! i have to enjoy and live my life as it is! i love everyone ard me. i wouldn't wan becoz of my sadness or wat-so-ever causing ppl to worry. no way this is gonna happen!

alrightie, this is e me, i am e me who is always e me. hahaha. confused!!

just did 2 ppt, at least done something i felt better. but more reports and assignments to do! argg!

//wonderful nitE!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:19 PM

Today's Sunday, March 06, 2005 !!

 
Nothing beats more than how much i feel for you.
you made me understand, but i'm stubborning trying not to understand.
is this the greatest sacrifies fer love...?
is this the only way to walk out of matters...?

wOot! got da pics from ann's cam! still got wong's 1, yet to come!! okie. pictures more than words! :D


among the flowers


rangeet and me!


i like this


3 ggoodies


ouch


ann & me (more to come k :x)


** @nn & man3 **












me and my gong gong look













that's all?! more to come!! :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:56 AM

Today's Saturday, March 05, 2005 !!

 
:)

yesterday went to sentosa with ma polymates: delp, ann, wong, mx, ranjeet and thalal!
really had a fun filled noon! keke! thanks all~ ok pictures will tell e story, but soon to be uploaded hopefully! stay tune!!

sometimes i wonder izzit just my attitude which causes every problem. been feeling a but out of my path these few days, probably becoz of e suddenly change of work scope i have. just handed up fyp, i felt diff. my temper should be better, somehow it got worsen a little oO! y? i have no ideA. i really dun _stand some ppl, wat tat person wan, wat e person is thinking. it all sounds so.... i dun noe. then just simply ans me e way which i dislike. kinda fed up with it. it's like i really owe e person something in e past. ya probably sometimes, i did showed a little attitude problem, but indeed i'm sry. i apologies sincerely here, coz i noe when i face it to tell e person, will say "nahh, dun say tat". can't even accept apologies probably, nevertheless, it seems tat i'm wrong always. maybe, we should not have talked, it might be better coz tat person won't be hurting in any way. i guess it has to be the way. we have to make another line drawn. i dun wan that person, becoz of stuff, feeling down or moody. i hate it. simply wierd with all e atmosphere ard us.

my time in e computer is getting slower. not much help. wat's going on?!! argg..

//_blank_
- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:50 AM

Today's Thursday, March 31, 2005 !!

 
alright!

Tsubasa Reservior Chronicle is COMING SOON. wOot. can't wait eh!

muahahaha

i miss my buddies alot. am not biased. missed my polymates alot too! hahaha.. so it's kinda last day of lesson on tues.


mischievous us!



u noe who i guess by this time. hahaha :p

2day at e library. vain me!! with delp's cam!


and yesterday was too bored till i did edits again! arggg



There r a few more. lazy le... :p
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:03 PM

Today's Tuesday, March 29, 2005 !!

 
saw ps's blog. i ponder..

sometimes things i do r unappreciated, ok i dun care. of course there r times which r appreciated. such that i won't get affected easily bout wat ppl think about me, probably mild feeling..

just little disputes over trivial matter, usually in family, it really causes alot of problems. i wonder y sometimes. haiz. though 4give and 4get, since we r a family, y not.

sometimes i wonder if i'm tat unfilial. failed to be someone's daughter. am not longer e small girl you all thought. i'm turning 21. i'm changing. my life is. every situation is. nothing's gonna turn out gd anytime..

haven't been speaking or calling each other fer almost a wk soon. i dunno wat to start. he didn't speak to me either.. he ain't in a gd mood these days. if i speak, probably i make things worst, foul mood will be. i rather shut up and do my own stuff.

i just wanna be away, alone, secluded, isolated. i wanna think clearly. i need space, a pail to contain my thoughts. spill them out.. and swallow back in again. lame it is to do..

i dun wan my bdae to come. i dun wan e chalet. feel like cancelling it, i'll just pay e losses. i dun wanan celebrate @ all. i dun wan anything. i wanna be in a square, with boundaries.

i felt bad. izzit my fault? i wonder. or izzit i can;t differientiate betw right and wrg. argg e feeling is pathetic, it's like i can't find my limps anywhere.

i guess this is e one BIG step of life am gonna take.

feeling unknown, scattered, gloomy. everything is so upsetting. i guess i brought it upon myself...

am i still being such a small girl?

//alone
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:02 PM

Today's Monday, March 28, 2005 !!

 
i've aimed a phone~ yeah~~ do i haf da bucks?! :(




6681. i love it at 1st sight. on pics. but wonder if it looks nice in real. waiting fer it to release. but.. would be quite exp i guess.. haiz.. $_$ i need sponsors.. lOtz of sponsorss.. wahahah greedy me :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:36 PM

 
ok. pics? it's been a long time since we'd taken pics! here it goes... :D







and of course with vain me!!



LAZY to MINIMIZE hahahah :x

more pics gonna be up. my polymates. will edit another day!! :D

//slp
- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:40 AM

Today's Wednesday, March 23, 2005 !!

 
since u wan be to leave so much. i'll do so. we shall see..

how much i've controlled, yet ptless, so what.
am terrible angry and a lil hurt by wat u said.
maybe i'm a disgrace
not filial? nvm
how much i've simmered, also depends on how much u gonna control.

i noe u somehow dote on me too.
but..
saying those, i've already given up everything.
it's not e 1st time since i've turned 19 or 20 u've said somethings like tat.
4give and 4get i learnt.
am not tat angry
just fed up.
tired of quarrels.

- END -
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:26 PM

 
ppl will go when it's time

sending my consolenses. heard ann's bf's grandpa passed away.. so both of ya dun think too much k.. heard from her tat she's suppose to visit him but in e end e grandpa just went away..

similarly, i thought of my grandma, whom i'm suppose to visit on e day of tat wk, but then she simply left me. e unfilial me i felt, as e wk b4 i'm unable to visit her.. i can say she took care of me fer e past 20 years. truely 20 years. till now sometimes i think of e things she's done fer me..

anyway at a certain limit, ppl just have to go, to an extend, to find their nx path. so cheer up girly, i noe u're close with his grandpa. he'll be up there to c u ya all, blessed da both of you.


went home to get on stufying with tnp, studied till i fell aslp! arggg.. gotta hit da books now!
tmr might be another shopping day fer me! no ideA! zzz..

*pOof*
- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:46 PM

Today's Monday, March 21, 2005 !!

 
miss me? muahahaha

pictures will tell e story what i've been thru these few wks! :D



it hurts.. i'm lost.. lost in my own delusion.
simply, no path had been granted
only for me to search for the lexis which lingers in my mind
how far things may seem
i just can't get everything straight through little things which passed
how far would this go?





a little spent won't harm eh?
rushing here and there to search fer the belong desired
skirts, tops, pants, accessories everything spooked
round and round
raise ur wallet and worship the notes




a lil smile
a lil laugh
a lil mischieve
what comes about
is a lil happiness
which lives beneath me
giggles and laughters
colors my life
goodwill
oh? why not let's hype!


hahahaha.. that's about it i guess. every turn and thrill.. sure comes into a "dot" which is unstoppable by time.

spent spent! from last mth till now, i've got a few tops and bottoms. heven't tried an inch of them! arggg but i love them! simply worth and gorgeous! aCk!

ta da~ delicious them.. hhahah zzz...






and i've got somemore, like wat.. a green top? a white butterfly design top? how far haf i gone?!
i seriuosly need to save! KL i'm coming!!

thanks mx fer da chocos ya get me. errmmz i think i left with a few bars.. been sharing ard... heeee..... thanks alot ya! :D

how's my csw's interview? well went smoothly i guess... was really kinda grasping fer breath. simply kinda worried fer it. coz it seemed to me from colleen that he'll asked loads of qn~ well.. wOw, he really noe how to negotiate the situation, and when i asked him qns, he's simply fast.. directed to what i expect.. hahaha :X

tml's tues. zz k i noe.. ciao~!!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:09 PM

Today's Tuesday, March 15, 2005 !!

 
now 2.11am.

9 hrs ago i had napfa test. totally shagged

6 hrs ago, my hp was "robbed". in fact snatched from my ears... i was talking to my fren, and i felt some1 grab my phone. how bad can this me.. i turned back, only saw his back view. his body structure was like a malay to me (sry, i dun detest malays. it's my judgement from wat i saw). i chased after, shouted but ptless. i was out of breath then.. till i saw some1 in sight to rescue. e man gave e chase but we lost him.. asked ard, yeah, 1 saw this boy but dunno where he ran too then. argg too late, this man who helped me with e chase, he even drove me ard e estate (i may sound silly getting into his car, but i sat at e back. he's nice, i felt it.). in vain, i left fer home. while at e lobby again, i passed by da play grd and i saw 3 guys, malay guys if am aint wrg, from far it seemed like one of them stole my hp!! i didn;t dare walk ahead, so i decided to asked some passerby help me. so they accompanied me till e area where e guys r, and who noes, they disppersed. wierd eh? saw 1 of them ran across da rd. am still no confirm. dunno to confornt them a not. so nvm... i went home. make police record, and called up starhub to terminate my card...

my dad called me, said e police came, so i went down. saw 2. gradually 3 more came if am ain't wrg. (1 of them was handsome u noe :X ) so they keep asking me wat happened. and i gotta repeat how upteen times. in e end they got my statement.. pheWs.

how "suay" can i get. really not my day. frenz told me, ya ain;t hurt, tat's wat matters. yeahh i guessed so. i was unlucky but lucky i guess. *sigh*

anyways gotta be on bed. haf presentation tmr! moody.. zz

//gonez
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:11 AM

Today's Wednesday, March 09, 2005 !!

 
aRgg

so much to think. time is so limited this semester!

thinking whether i should persue a degree in SIM. and after much decision, i've decided to register and try my luck. haha. as i've planned, if i really wanna be in SIA, i guess i get my degree 1st. then pursue SIA. then at least after my bond, i've got a degree to get a job. how was it? ack.. guess at da mean time it's like this 1st :x

and ann, i hope u won't get into wat i said bout stuff wor. follow your heart tat is. if i really kinda influenced in ya thoughts, i apologies. sorry girl! dun think so much k? relax, sort it out. u still got till nx wk. heee..

2day miss tay puay shan shocked me! surprisingly she called me and ask me accompany her makan during lunch! at 1st i find it wierd, but it's ok.. decided to haf lunch with her. who noes when she came to find me she passed me a box of roche and meiji choco! no doubt she's nominated fer da best actress!! wahahaha :pP inside were words of my beloved buddies, nina, zhong yao and peishan. i'm really touched, surprised they got me these. every single words they wrote struck every single nerve of appreciation in me. lost fer words. felt so emotional suddenly. w/o any words, they indeed cared fer me alot. i felt so blissed and glad to haf them as my bestest frenz. i really love you all~! i dunno wat to say le......... still quite surprised. hahaha.. :p

went to DG this fashion with ann to get my formal skirt, and got myself a tee too! zzz.. c how my $$ was spent?!! argg.. and again walked ard PS and got myself a top! quite affordable though. i'm brokE!! gotta glup fer air fer these few days.. :x also nice us to get a small token of appreciation fer our fyp supervisor and 2nd judge! hEeeheee....

i'm still lost no matter wat. i dunno wat i should do. i'm confused. running ard like a mad lady, hitting on any pillars in my way... should i continue with a not. i guess i'm just afraid, scared, promises were broken again. hurt so much till i feel so numb. or maybe i should give myself another chance again.....
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:23 PM

Today's Monday, March 07, 2005 !!

 
just wanna shout out...


a big THANK YOU


to ma buddies. mUackz!! thanks fer being there fer me, thanks fer concerning, thanks for guiding me thru, thanks fer e listening ear, with non-stop thanks!! haha.. Love u all to da cOre manz!

though time is not spent well enough fer all of us, i really miss all da fun we had at times. it's been so fast, past 7 yrs, in a blink, we've reached adulthood soon. all these times, we've learnt from each other, bear with each other, helped and consoled each other. we gained closer aspects to understand our readiness and needness in life. so much have passed, we at least reached to a time where we nurtured our every thoughts. just love you all so muchiE!

i've again, stepped into a situation whereby i need to make decisions. i'm so afraid of every little thing which occurs around me. once a wrg step i might eventfully regret. sometimes i thought, am i worth a person to be e someone who thought i was who's tat very person? sounds ridiculous eh? i felt confused, lost, losing every single mind and thoughts i made. it seems like it's all breaking into pieces. people seen us as a blissed, swtness, aroma-ed ard us. but we just can't be. we r only just as equal as everyone. things are not as usual as before. time chances us, situation stopped us, life resolute us. all of this makes us harder to step by. even through this, we still tend to go 4ward, plan ahead, conquer all fears and baricles. but then, one simple move, one simple decision, changes everything. i feel, tired all of a sudden. should i go on pursuing or not...? *ponders*

but still, mins and seconds go on as usual! i have to enjoy and live my life as it is! i love everyone ard me. i wouldn't wan becoz of my sadness or wat-so-ever causing ppl to worry. no way this is gonna happen!

alrightie, this is e me, i am e me who is always e me. hahaha. confused!!

just did 2 ppt, at least done something i felt better. but more reports and assignments to do! argg!

//wonderful nitE!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:19 PM

Today's Sunday, March 06, 2005 !!

 
Nothing beats more than how much i feel for you.
you made me understand, but i'm stubborning trying not to understand.
is this the greatest sacrifies fer love...?
is this the only way to walk out of matters...?

wOot! got da pics from ann's cam! still got wong's 1, yet to come!! okie. pictures more than words! :D


among the flowers


rangeet and me!


i like this


3 ggoodies


ouch


ann & me (more to come k :x)


** @nn & man3 **












me and my gong gong look













that's all?! more to come!! :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:56 AM

Today's Saturday, March 05, 2005 !!

 
:)

yesterday went to sentosa with ma polymates: delp, ann, wong, mx, ranjeet and thalal!
really had a fun filled noon! keke! thanks all~ ok pictures will tell e story, but soon to be uploaded hopefully! stay tune!!

sometimes i wonder izzit just my attitude which causes every problem. been feeling a but out of my path these few days, probably becoz of e suddenly change of work scope i have. just handed up fyp, i felt diff. my temper should be better, somehow it got worsen a little oO! y? i have no ideA. i really dun _stand some ppl, wat tat person wan, wat e person is thinking. it all sounds so.... i dun noe. then just simply ans me e way which i dislike. kinda fed up with it. it's like i really owe e person something in e past. ya probably sometimes, i did showed a little attitude problem, but indeed i'm sry. i apologies sincerely here, coz i noe when i face it to tell e person, will say "nahh, dun say tat". can't even accept apologies probably, nevertheless, it seems tat i'm wrong always. maybe, we should not have talked, it might be better coz tat person won't be hurting in any way. i guess it has to be the way. we have to make another line drawn. i dun wan that person, becoz of stuff, feeling down or moody. i hate it. simply wierd with all e atmosphere ard us.

my time in e computer is getting slower. not much help. wat's going on?!! argg..

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- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:50 AM