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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Wednesday, August 24, 2005 !!
 
bored. plain bored.

the alluring sensation of slacking tmr.
to say, i can't.
proj to rush, be it done and all!

gonna be overnight at ann's tmr.
long awaiting verbal?
haha am stalling since then!

it's Aug, ending of the week.
month of sept would be different.
i felt something.
everyone's like leaving?
leaving me?
or am just hallucinating.
everyone's like walking away, i've got this imaginary vision.
loneliness is the feeling!
i know it's contradicting when i say sometimes i prefer to be alone.
but the loneliness still stands still.
yikes.

alright.
going fer interview tmr!
heavy stuff to bring along!

nitez peeps and rest well. :)

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:29 AM
Today's Sunday, August 21, 2005 !!
 
at last. SIM 2005 Bash @ Gotham Penthouse.
grooving yeah.

presenting to ya. my nerd wear?! haha. i just love being nerd~ :x
| pardon me if some of the pics ya think am acting cute yeah. heez |

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tat's bout it yeah? everything's a conquer.
hereby wish

GARY (SIM classmate) & MEIJUAN (Sec Sch) a HAPPY 21ST!

gonna slp! family outing tmr! eEkz!

*Zzz*

- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:00 AM
Today's Saturday, August 20, 2005 !!
 
No. i still miss gotham's party eh? coz my beloved friends were there! :D

everything's gonna be a surprise yeah? awaits.. :)

a week back was hell, i created multi-disaster.
thought back, i was rather silly.
need some temper adjustment still.
yikes!

i told myself, i'll be a better person.
i have this itch, to dare to try new things.
would i challenge?
can i afford?
could i achieve tat w/o hurting him?

and finally. am broke? it's going on 'newpapers'. i declare it!

arhh suddenly this month i've got many interviews.
seems like!
i wonder~

proj deadline seems like it's drawing near.
am still drowning in fantasy.
wake up! *slaps*

hush hush

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:32 AM
Today's Thursday, August 18, 2005 !!
 
it's 18th of aug!
a day ago, 16th aug.
where the fun begins.

the bash was great! loads of pics were taken i presume.
everyone's so happening at gotham penthouse.
a success in the making!
noises, cheers, screams.
all my hyper active friends.
there're the best. mUackz

wanna..
thank my buddies who where there! the cheers aloud and encouragement they gave! :)
ps, nina, zy, qing jie and her bf, kenji, and not forgetting my baby (heez)
i hear you budds. love ya peeps..
thank my sim-mates who were all hyper, cheered louds, and totally a happening bunch.
ann, feline, ange, lydia, huishan, miao fang, emi, justin, shunda
they gave me flowers. am gobsmacked. thanks alot mates! :D
thank zy's friends who cheered too. heee..
sherlyn and groupie.
they really cheered out loud.. with my budds, i hear the group of ya... :)
also to all out there yeah?! :D

the best event was having to dance! straight 2 hours on e dance floor yeahh.. keke..
1st time some-how-clubbing with my budds.. we were really hyper on dance floor.. geez..
not forgetting my sim-mates, i joined them fer a while fer a few times, like 2? hee
so i was like "excuse me" throughout the journey back across the dancefloor yea..
hee

great party out there! the council really did a great job organising. a total success somehow? :)

pics will be later yea. patient ya peeps! :p

alright gotta bed soon. meeting ann fer proj tmr!
rest well peeps!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:11 AM
Today's Monday, August 15, 2005 !!
 
well..

suddenly got this urge to blog with a pic! catch tat "a" .. hahaha. :P

last thurs we had captain's ball match at TP. well, we came in 2nd! yeahh.. it doesn't matter for the position placed. we had fun! tat's wat matters. :D

pic of tat day!
running number
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- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:42 AM
Today's Sunday, August 14, 2005 !!
 
i've let him down...
he's disappoint i know..


a story tells in this blog of mine...


a thousand sorry is worthless, because some things, not a simple sorry would leave it to a cure.
it needs to be mended.


argg why would i made this a fuss..
in contrary with the previous post. i guess sooner or later, i'll spoil this lil chance given to me.
i know i've never put in anything in this relationship at all.
you put in alot, i've only been thinking about myself.
i declare am selfish myself, prolly self centered eh?

tmr deadline fer OB. manz, gotta scrap it through fast! :x

ciao pEepz!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:21 PM
Today's Sunday, August 07, 2005 !!
 
Valentine

If there were no words
No way to speak

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I’d still feel for you


And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You’re all I need, my love, my valentine


All of my life

I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You’ve opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly


I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before

But in my dreams I couldn’t love you more

I will give you my heart

Until the end of time...

You’re all I need, my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

’cause all I need is you, my valentine

You’re all I need, my love, my valentine



i wanna tell my beloved boy this...

i wanna thank you for all the things you have done.
lil efforts which makes my day...
through these years, gradually, you have been giving in alot to me...
and i've been the one always try to hinder you, showing my freaking temper,
yet still, you calmed me.
you understood me and always trying to give the best for me..
i still remembered having been so apologic that ya book out of camp and bought flowers and personally give them to be right at my doorstep.. still i didn't accept that.
until then,
am so glad chances are always given to us!
no words could place how i feel for you.
3 simple words, i love you, ain't enough for how i feel for you.
my heart beats for the life of our relationship, beats for the love i have for you.
simply,
thanks for being there for me.....

loving you... always....


- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:29 AM
Today's Saturday, August 06, 2005 !!
 
blogged!

hey y'all! it's been a long time. HI! :x

uni life's great! with a great bunch of classmates! we are really hyper and totally happening! get induced with our craps, jokes, and stuff.. coordinative! and with them. it's like packing a long list of activities! coming up..... *drum rolls*

11th Aug - Captain's Ball
15th Aug - handing up of individual assignment! yikes!
16th Aug - RMIT bash!

heyy.. and not forgetting my buddies too! i miss them loads! ALOT ALOT ALOT! so one thread is, we're gonna haf a chalet! on da 28th! in conjunction of celebrating zy's enlistment? haha .. ya will be missed!

anyway update ya peEps on da 3rd Aug, Sentosa trip with my uni mates! :)
lazy to use photoshop to edit so.... a few to sharee....

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that's all! am a lazy ass... pardon me.. :pP

can't wait to get my pay! argg.

nite peeps! :)

- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:25 AM
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