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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Tuesday, July 26, 2005 !!
 

Kinda bored initially, tried this ya! a budd shared with me via email :)

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


well? kinda true i say.. hee! who noes! it might be! or not?! :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:53 PM
Today's Wednesday, July 20, 2005 !!
 
one word:

DEJECTED

totally a turn of 2day.

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:25 PM
Today's Monday, July 18, 2005 !!
 
bored.

yikes. assignments.. tuts.. coming soon~ hope it's not welcome to the world of hectic.. it'll be real sickening..

tmr gonna be out with ma polymates~ yea... can't wait.. miss them already la... hahaha..

gonna slp early 2day~! gotta be, hopefully? :x coz.. gonna do assignment with my grp mates tmr! :D be it done fast and end fast :x


something which comes out of me..
one would think, am always free from worries.. nothing hinders me. i've got nothing to worry and afraid or even fear of.. becoz i lead and had a smooth path ahead of me.

everything worries me. everything hinders and i fear of it. i kept it dark. becoz it's useless to space out. still i need a solution, the solution which comes from me. i ponder, i skipped, ponder and skipped and so on.. and i can't escape i noe. becoz the problem still lies there, and am still facing it. it's becoz in due time, i noe i can find the solution to it..

i didn't thought ending myself. but in fact, i felt pain in me. even thru the darkest of my life, i didn't do e worst things i thought of doing. i restrain myself.

i noe becoz of them, my friends, i stay strong. would they be happy when they see me like this..? with them, i noe all possibilities of hope. they're always by my side. whispering lil lexis of going on, staying strong, conquer. i may treasure friendship, for becoz, they are e greatest gifts given me. they are my angels.. :)

not forgeting my family, be there for me, makes my day a bright one (even though sometimes it's blue.. haha :X ). and of course my only baby i have, who's been there for me always. trying to bear with my lil temper, stubborn attitude. and for i admit, i've been da baddie these days.. gEez...

cold weather! yeah~ nice fer a nap later!

btw i scraped off e previous post. pointless la. haha..
pooF!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:15 PM
Today's Thursday, July 14, 2005 !!
 
Uni life.

it was kinda great in there. friends were kinda fun and quite lovable too.. hehe..
joined film and arts with ann. loved editing of photos and videos! yep! hehe.. tat's my interest yea.. maybe hor ann loves filming and i'll do da edits and there goes our products?! lol think too much. keke.. we'll da fella called me up and i'm ready to accept it! :D

13th July
celebrated janet's bdae, as well as an advance bdae fer feline! was a surprise to both of them.. keke..

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loving Uni-mates

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Happy birthday girl!

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We love snapping!

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Missy Ann and Me!
she's going thru thick and thin with me for another 3 years! haha :x
hey girl, what i wanna say. dunch worry of being lonely ya k? ya got all of us to turn too. the feeling sucks i know, but then in time, you gotta get used to it. it's just e beginning. it'll be a great test fer both of ya. but i believe both u and ya bf will stay very strong. :D cheer up k?!

## makes no difference of having something when you felt nothing... ##

- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:46 AM
Today's Tuesday, July 12, 2005 !!
 
it's da 12th july~

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DEARIE PEISHAN.
a lil thought counts fer this wonderful friend of mine who has been there for me whenever time permits. she's loving and makes every effort to care for all of us. so here i wish her all da best in watever she does. blissed with her bf, she's a loving gf to him i see. love ya my sweet buddy...

11th July
madness daiso shopping with ann b4 lesson starts. lol. we r really cutting cost. i doubt anyone can bear with us. gEez... anyway had fun during then till we were late fer class.

got 2 books, a/cs & org behavior from our senior. thanks to her :) really appreciate it. at least we dun need to spend too much $$ on books. hee..

anyway 2day lesson was quite interesting. the lec, an australian. he's quite nice. there's this pt of time he suddenly called my name, i was stoned fer a sec. then i raised my hand. haha.. he really took da effort to browse thru our name list. whoa~ we'll he asked, "what does a manager do". and i repeated myself 3 times, "assign task to subordinates". well prolly i sat at da last row so it took some time fer my voice to be echoed to him, or am still speaking too softly. ^.-? can't wait to attend tmr's lec too! :D

anyway meeting ps fer dinner after class tmr. heee.. anyway gonna knock off soon.

yep ya got ya wish. but still, i'll write wat i wan. coz i felt wat i feel. i may be stubborn but not as stubborn as you. i cared too much, i mind ppl's biz too much. maybe i just live in my own world, this will do. sometimes ppl made me gave up on myself, having being a human myself. weakness is, we see too much, we got influenced too much. once we failed, we felt lost, feeling no desperation to get up. instead, we still lead on the way it is. never give up with what is given to you, a chance which is given to you. live it up, continue with it till ya felt ya done ya best. no one rules to continue to being the best and top notch unless one desired to be. having to persue lil stuff, a thought for a second reflects one being.

i dun persue a degree to be the best. to get the best treatment. i noe out there even with a degree, jobs are hard to grab. but becoz i want to do what i wan, as am given a chance to do. i'll continue with it. even with regrets on how hard it is to go, i still gotta go in. coz i choose this. it's my own will. i failed to do certain things sometimes, i felt e deperation on how to go on, but no desperation to continue with it. till i realised, who or whom am i doing this for, well, myself...


- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:38 AM
Today's Monday, July 11, 2005 !!
 
:)

well. school started on fri was kinda going well. lessons were ok, just kinda bored. especially a/cs! yikes. sighhh..

sat headed to ps party! yeaa.. enjoyed alot there and hope everyone do enjoy~ tat's wat matters. :D alright. practically buddies were drenched. and i was drench da last one? haha.. i ran away. but i noe it's my turn soon. well, ps punch onto be with cake cream and i struggled with her. :X coke was suppose to be poured onto her, i got da taste of it. and a pail of water was suppose to be fer her, me again, got da taste of it! and i was drenched! ack. with my hp in my pocket. it kinda got wet too. but luckily, it's alright after all. then later at night bowling fer us and mj fer them :) practically i think everyone enjoyed every moment! :D
Thanks girl fer da invitation! had fun there! hehe.. love ya.. mMuackzzz..

am prohobited to say somethings here. i wonder why. i nv badmouth. just write something on how and what i feel. or izit becoz am writing bout a person i need permission? it's a matter of my feelings. blog is one of the things i vent not only my fustration, but also soothens my mood. it's like whenever i typed out, i felt better. it's my blog or izzit am too nice to jolly listen what u say?

tmr gonan meet ann early fer some small shoppings and we'll head out fer sch! this week gonna work 1 1/2 day~ thurs and sat morning~ :D

alright peeps i guess am gonna turn in early soon yea~ take care~! :)

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:47 AM
Today's Tuesday, July 05, 2005 !!
 
long long time..

whoa.. it's been sometimes since i've updated. lazy? yes tat's e ans. :p

well, maybe thought i've started classes already. yep am suppose but, am exempted from these few days due to mod time table. was feelign wierd whether am really exempted. well who noes i called up da office, e girl told me in fact e confirmation is this wk! i was like WHAT?!! ..... told her sem has already started, she replied saying we still can go on attending tat class. ^.- what is this. means i missed 2 classes of this if i am not exempted, and miss 1 of the brought forward mod from e nx sem which is this fri?! everything's a mess in SIM.
1st - no letter came that we r confirm applicants into SIM till we called up.
2nd - exemption of module still not yet confirm despite classes started already.

yikes! now wat, should i attend class tmr? -.-" e lady who ansed e call dun sound friendly at all. zzz..

yesterday went out to get PS pressie. PS look this here! lol :pP after tat headed to nina's house. saw her dog at last! young and cute. lazy but obedient! hehehe. kept playing with him.. hee.. well nina's mum's cute, giving their dog name a unique one, MONEY. lol..

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b4 am out! vain plz! :x

hot and humid weather. can't stand any longer~ gonna bathe sooner! yikes. boring day again!
tmr's might be worst! yep am looking 4ward to a gathering this coming weekend. her chalet is getting near! yeah!! heez..

yep i got a new hp (yeah! at last, though my dream k750i at da moment quite exp) and i might be driven ard after class and to her chalet?! and am scouted outside hmv? i doubt am even short listed. look at me!! hahaa.. anyway, double bliss! yepz yep.. hehe! i don't ask fer more!

alright peeps, haf a wonderful humid night k :P

- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:25 PM
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