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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Sunday, October 23, 2005 !!
 
the urge to blog again.

was browsing thru my stuff and i saw this christmas card..
given to me by an uncle, while am working at carrefour during my 1st attachment days.
how long was tat, a blink of the eye,
it's already almost 1-2 years down the rd?

i still remember the times at carrefour.
fun, but almost the ending of my attachment, bad..

still rem when i was deployed there fer almost a month,
(before that i was deployed elsewhere)
it was one of the longest deployment in an area.
beginning i was the quiet sort,
though here were quite a few youngsters about my age,
promoters.
and fer a week, i was still the quiet one.
after tat week,
we sorta started chatting.
all of us rod, jasmine, mike, 1 more i can't rem who. ( oOps.)
we created all sorts of fun,
"eat snake", lil chats, playing on the elec keyboard,
etc.

soon this uncle, elderly uncle came to the picture.
he was actually the cleaner/sweeper of carrefour.
if am not wrong, he can't speak properly.
but he was the friendliest uncle, or say,
he's like a grandpa to me.
whenever he pass by, he'll say kinda wave sorta hi to me
and i'll wave back
and we chatted a lil.
he was a father or grandpa of 2, i reckon? - my mind's failing me. can't rem that well. zz
he's really nice to all of us there.
smiling, brightening up our day.
we were loved by him, and we loved him dearly too.

suddenly during the ending of my deployment there,
all of us, lil nasty ones, nearly got him into the trouble which we were in.
haha, we felt bad eh!

soon, during that time, christmas came.
still, the trouble we created for him,
he gave us card. wrote us a card each.
i'm touched, very touched.
gobsmacked too i should say,
i only know him for less than a month
on the evelope, he even write his address.

suddenly, i felt a rush of guilt.
forgetting him, is really the way i shouldn't be.
he treated me particularly the best,
if am not wrg he even say wanna intro his son to me? ^.-
that cute! haha.

but still, the moment i saw this card again.
i felt the grandpa feeling, warmth and care he gave.
i wanna thank him for all the care and friendliness he gave,
makes me feel so much livelier when i work.
it's a miracle which someone could actually lightens my day eh?
though he's a grandpa to me.

anyway i suddenly had this urge to gather the nasty us(haha) and pay him a visit.
wonder how is he doing.
i truely hope, he's still doing alright.
his family is really blessed to have him :)
it's been a long time.
yeah maybe, i should gather the nasty us to pay him a visit somehow?


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show how's my weekends yea? yeah. fun.
thanks baby for the company.
been really missing you lots!
hee.


it's been a night.
chill.
slp well..

- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:51 AM
Today's Friday, October 21, 2005 !!
 
anyone? no one..

no one can be in another's shoes.
no one can ever feel what the others felt.

i doubt no one can feel what one another felt.
we're not them
and they're not us.

one can only understand. not feel..

period.

- posted by unembellished maine @ 6:14 PM
Today's Thursday, October 20, 2005 !!
 
exhuasted.

it's the first time am studying practically everyday for exams.
13-14 years of studies, it's the first time am doing that eh!
it's killing me slowly.
lol.

though it's just a first year.
should be a honeymoon period fer me instead!
but am practically drowned by my books
and piles are notes stack like no one's biz.
alright, am exaggerating. haha :pP

my health is like failing me anytime.
fast heart beating, breathing diffculty at times,
especially at night.
prolly due to having not enough rest
serves me right!
late nights and late nights of slacking ard. :x
well, i need shopping to cure!
3 more weeks to fun! :)

wanna catch some movies too,
April snow
The Wig
blahh blahh blahh
hmm anything,
but still nothing yet to really interest me. haha..
maybe budds we should eh?! it's been a long time!! :D
or maybe, baby? you there? :(
aRggg..

here comes the hip fer the wasabiesss!
It's the Pinkie Day! 17th Oct.
who noes, our lec was in pink to!! -.-"

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they lead the wasabies. haha..

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lights

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hots (hot pink eh!)

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I LOVE PINK. and ya peeps made me fall in love with y'all!! :D

speaking of which, we're the strawberries on that day.
coincidently, on the 14th, without making any pact.
most of the wasabis wore white! except feline.
so i wonder who claimed us wearing white being the...

whipped cream?!!!
lol.

and feline was being the banana (she was in yellow)
thus it became banana split! lol.
then in search, we saw gary in red, he was deemed the cherry!!
so we got banana split on fri and strawberries on mon!
i doubt w/o ya peeps ard, there'll be no laughter bout this!
so we laughed and laughed.
lol.

1 sem has gone,
exams nx week.
and i had loads of fun during this sem!
lots of motivation, laughter etc.
i love ya peeps. thanks fer bringing so much laughters!

tml is benkyo time with them!

till the next episode.. lol..

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:36 AM
Today's Monday, October 10, 2005 !!
 
b.o.r.e.d.

i spelt that right?!

yes, the boredom is killing me.
and NO! don't ask to study at this hour!!! lol..

so i decided to blog.. blog bout.. muahahaha...
a rare chance upon post ya peeps will get!! keke..
yepz, that's my sec sch days! me in my ugliest during that time!!
haha.. be prepared, and control peeps! loL.
you will be.. bewildered ?!!
in midist, just try to spot me k?! =P

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our victory!! year 2000!

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bb is still as handsome.. and germaine is still as ugly..
heee hee.. bb's well known in sch. muahahha.. :x

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hahaha.. OMG this pic. don't ya peeps dare give comments k. lOl..
wahaha, only ps's the beauty there.. :D
and those peeps in the pic. DOn'T kill me!! coz i wanna kill myself too!! :x
especially ZY!! if ya happen to see this. :x
hey, niway, this proof what a change ya gone thru with the pics below~
all of us, a tremendous change. tell you la, we went fer plastic! hahahaha bleahhh :x

but hey.. don't ya peeps dare laugh okayy!! hahaha
it's the memories! all the fun we had! miss them so much!!
through years and steps, we're bonded as one.
they walked me thru the years even after sec sch life.
presenting to you, my beloved beautiful buddies...


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beautiful aren't they? In my eyes, they are. i loved them loads!!
i was really blessed having them around. consider me lucky! hehee..
but izzit lucky they having me? lol :pP

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not 4gotting my forever cutie! hahaha :pP

oOps. 4 soon! gonna bed soon!
more updates soon!

- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:27 AM
Today's Saturday, October 08, 2005 !!
 
it's saturday!

kind of a fast pace sat had past, soon.

fri night went to nina's house fer mj session
well, didn't manage to play especially with bb's presense :pP

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bb's guitar. well actually borrowed from his friend's FIRST guitar.
imagine having tat as a 1st guitar. wOotz.
bb suddenly got musically inclined.
it's time fer me to brush up my skills too! not guitar of course *grinz*

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thinking of bb whileborrowing a shoulder of...

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bb, of course!!


meet my cutie cousin!
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1st take.

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at last in-sync! :x


not in a mood, sickly feeling.

ciao's peeps. more updates soon, hopefully? hahaha :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:47 PM
Today's Friday, October 07, 2005 !!
 

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"Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets
letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again..

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No one other than ourselves can make us happy.

.Ethical.

i wish i was blessed
granted wat i wish to do,
for which makes me happy in a way.

on a selfish thought, in turn, this might hurt e other.
oneself being happy might mean hurting and making the other miserable.
one who cared for me alot, sorry to say, i'm afraid i might hurt you in the end.

i was so lost in my own time.
didn't know where should i head to.


.On happy thoughts.

with all my beloved friends there.
I LOVE YOU PEEPS.
especially my budds who're been there for me
especially the wasabi gang who always make my day a healthy one!

anyways, wed went out with ps and lq.
lazy to upload pictures, so ya viewers just direct yaselves to peishan's blog?
haha :x

1 month of study, till exams begin.
gotta mug fer weeks!!
arhh life's sick!


- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:55 AM
 
No one other than ourselves can make us happy.

sometimes, we have to do deemed wat makes us happy.
but being happy is not all

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:55 AM
Today's Wednesday, October 05, 2005 !!
 
i feel,

the pain

no one other than ourselves know what can truely make us happy

- posted by unembellished maine @ 3:08 AM
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