To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Sunday, October 31, 2004 !!
BACKIIEEEEE!!!! :pPP hehe
now. too many bdaes going on. so i just wanna wish
to all October and November babies!! heez! as follows, r ma beloved bdae babies :p
Oct babies
- my mom : mummy. i promise u i'll be gd :x i am, am i? :p
- my bro : keke. i got him something..
- zhong yao : nice party buddy! :)
- wong : huggies to ma class rep :D
- mofo kor : grown up ya! my bestest kor! :)
- weizhang : all da bestie boy!! catch up soon! :D
Nov babies
- alvin : way to go frenie! hit 20 soon!! :p huggies to ya.
- youngest sis : small size indeed, but she has grown! mMuackz baby girl..
just in case, fer a DEC BABY as well. though still long but TIME IS FAST. u noe who u r stupid. :p
i didn't miss out anyone did i? or i did? stm.. haha.. :x
anyway tmr's my Network Infra Exam!! hur hUrr.. so many to memo. cramping everything in.. yet i'm still relaxing here.. naughty naughty.. :D
//poOf
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:34 PM
hehe! back since fri! wOot! such fun @ zy's bdae party! way to go boy.. nice party! hope ya did enjoy.. hehe.. and pardon me.. didn't help much.. :x
studied since noon.. hurr hurr.. tat's bad.. i think my stm made me 4got what i've studied.. yikeS! tat's bad! mobc and network stuff running ard my mind.. haha.. :x confused.. damn..
anyway lazy to type much.. once i got da pics of zy's party.. ta da~ do tune on ya!! :p
//Life
I'm afraid of the dark'specially
when I'm in a park
And there no one else around,
Oh I get the shivers.
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's the sign that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast and
Watch the evening news.
Chorus:
Life, oh life, oh life doo,
Doot doot dooo.
Life, oh life, oh life,
Oh life doo doot doo.
I'm a superstitious girl
I'm tha worst in the world
Never walk under the ladders,
I keepA rabbit's tail.
I'll take you up on the dare,
Anytime, anywhere;
Name the place,
I'll be there,
bungee jumping,
I don't care!
Chorus
So after all said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun,
If you really want to.
Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon.
Chorus (x2)
Doo doot doo doot (Repeat)
Oh, life, oh life. (Repeat)
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:01 AM
Today's Thursday, October 28, 2004 !!
2day's test?!! ohhhh 4get it.. DUN ASK!! :x
keke.. gonna meet ma 2 girls at jp b4 heading fer zy's party.. :x HAPPY BDAE BOY!! 21st bdae.. e key to ur TOTAL freedom.. huur hUrrr.. work hard ya fer ya future aspires.. haha.. hehEz~!!
oritie ppl! dun miss me ya! :pP despite exam period, i need to enjoy.. nOonononoO.. dun stop me.. 2dAY's PARTY IS IMPT!! :p heh heh...
work hard, study hard. of course rem to play hard tOO!! :D
//poof
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:25 PM
Today's Tuesday, October 26, 2004 !!
hur.. hur.. sneaking away from a red color "thing" call book, with a main title INTERNET APPLICATIONS DEVELOPEMENT.. keke.. sinful.. mUahahahaha..
i need a break of course!! can't be mugging all day and burying my face in it! eEeKz.. :pP
anyway i'm feeling much much much better, though e coughing and breathing difficulty is still there but not as bad!! hehe.. thankie all fer da concerns these few days.. i'm really touched by all e "take cares" & "get well soon".. though r simple words, but it really made me felt better during e period when i was really sick.. mUackz to all~ :D and to those who heard me complain and whine all day bout e pain.. thanks fer providing a listening ear eh.. loL :P
better take care ya all.. exams ard da corner! better not to fall ill.. tsk tsk.. more rest and more water is what u need yeah!! :)
good luck all!! jia you!!! :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:23 PM
Today's Monday, October 25, 2004 !!
in a state of recovery, though still with sicky feeling, PAIN IS HERE AGAIN.
aCk.
thought i could start my iad 2day... damn.. i was wrg.. having severe diarrhoea and stomach cramps... ahhh.... HOW TO START!
nearly fainted in e toilet if there'll be much dehydration! zZzzz..
better be starting my iad TONIGHT tat is.. before it's gonna be a dead end for me..
*sigh* hope i'll be better.. :'(
i hope........
- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:06 PM
no romance.
not daring enough.
face it.
i shouldn't have step into ur life at all.
a life.
peaceful.
no worries.
escape.
yes.
face it.
i'm not for you.
gemini.
carefree.
loves companies.
girls & guys.
loves being with frenz.
any.
maybe i'm just not for you.
I WANT TO ROAM THE WORLD.
where will my journey starts?
peacefully
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:43 AM
Today's Saturday, October 23, 2004 !!
eeEKkzzz!!! i'm still sicK! arGgg... totally sick of lying on my bed.. hAiz.. but my high fever passed, here comes running nose.. zZzzzz.. having slight fever still though... but e worst is... having to COUGH AND SNEEZE.. really bad.. totally bad.. no improvements.. hAiz... hope i get better soon.. getting enough rest is also ptless.. e flu tablet da doc gave ain't helping me.. :'( watever e outcome.. i hope i'm getting better.. EXAMS COMING.. zZZzzzzz....
gone to rest
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:34 PM
Today's Wednesday, October 20, 2004 !!
argggg.... ain't feeling gd 2day.. had slight flu when i got home.. even after a slp just now.. woke up feeling hot.. temperature rose i guess.. luckily parents came home in time with panadol.. zZzz..
had fme exam 2day.. to say.. was ok.. but wonder if i got da correct ans.. haha.. :x
nothing really interesting happened i guess.. gonna haf a gd rest after revising my quiz!! hAiz..
rest first :p
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:18 PM
Today's Monday, October 18, 2004 !!
LISTEN UP ALL. :pP my fren wanna clear some stuff yeah. just click da link below. CLICK.CLICK. WON'T HARM. I'M JEZEBEL. ORDERS "BESTOW" :PPp
haha.. anyway just kidding.. just browse through his stuff bah.. ya might wanna get something eh.. nice stuff there.. :D
goodie goodie nite~~ get well soon my baby~~
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:32 AM
Today's Saturday, October 16, 2004 !!
Name: Germaine
Occupation: Student
Hair Color: Black/Brown
Eye Color: Black/Brown
Past-Time: Sing and Shit :D
*** Also Known As: The LUX girl ***
MUahahhahaha.. this is madness.. i'm totally too bored.. eEekz.. bleAhz.. pardon my bhb-ness..
conditional and shampoo..
ahh.. it gives da fragrance, unforgettable to me. smoothens my hair... softens it much.. yess... my LUX ~~~
***************************
not forgetting my shower cream too!! :)
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Nourish Softening SPA
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haha.. that's all fer promoting ma LUX :D
love da fragrance lots :p
simply show me the way..
when it just comes to walking, i can't help showing the sign..
hEH!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 7:33 PM
Today's Friday, October 15, 2004 !!
Today's Monday, October 11, 2004 !!
YEAH!
haha... had only 1 hr lesson todayyyyy.... then headed to dg with ann.. wOot.. tried quite a number of clothings.. hehe...
ta da~
arhh.. kissing who?? haha.. :D
normal? wat's with da face then ( for right) ?!!
yeah?
that's e attitude!
wanna get a dress de.. but must consider.... haizz... it's nice....
anyway lazy to poast all da pics.. view it here bah --> madness
argg sianzz... haha..
gd nite :)
- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:32 PM
Today's Saturday, October 09, 2004 !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! :)
eEekz!! i'm so BORED. totally.. almost every sat night it's event-LESS fer me! zzz... but i guess almost everyday bah.. haha :x but 2day is extremly sianz.. dunno y.. moodless to do anything.. haiz...
life's so bored.. totally... dun even _stand wat am i doing. this sucks.. yeah.. haiz.. i need something interesting going on. even just stepping into a magical land or watever will do!! just something!! or maybe meet a vampire and he brings me to some dark ancient castle!! vamps, werewolf, and witches!! haH!! at least something adventurouSS!!! yiKES!! *sigh* i can't stick to this mono-unhappening-dull-lifeless weeEekkkk.... think too much.........
been on seasonal sickness again.. sneezing during hot weather.. maybe sound ridiculous but it's unbearable! at least every month will haf this running nose going on fer a wk. might say be used to it.. but usually it's just early mornz and nite! arggggg!!
give me something to do.. anything!!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 10:58 PM
Today's Thursday, October 07, 2004 !!
eEekzz!! too bored.. suddenly looking fer digi cams!! wat i need is BUCKS!!!! :X
Sony DSC-T11 (left/top) ; Sony DSC-T1 (right/bottom)
acK! slim!
Panasonic DMC-FX7
claimed brown -.-"
black
:: Click here for better back view ::
There are blue and silver, da normal color. out of my list. :x
hopeless :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:32 PM
eEekz.. rather a long post.. quite a story. i guessed most of u had heard before...
The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.
Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city. At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task.
Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she react? Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again."I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me."Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened.
For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each day.He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a seat.
Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, And his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself.
On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?"The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine-looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your office building.Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady." Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence.
She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to believe -
the gift of love that can bring light where there is darkness.
Someone to lead your way, show you your path, shower you with what you need.
Your guardian angel, you soulmate.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:05 AM
Today's Wednesday, October 06, 2004 !!
how long can this journey go on?
how long can he live?
there'll be miracles.
i hope.
needing. so afraid of losing.
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:27 PM
every second for e past hour
tearing
flooded with thoughts
looking at her reflection
and asked
"does this have to happen?"
life.. is so mean and unfair...
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:59 AM
Today's Sunday, October 03, 2004 !!
haha.. seems like i reallllyyyyyy got nothing to do.. just plain lazy.. heee.. haf to rush fme later.. looks chim.. -.-"
i was told, nv be sry in a relationship.. it'll be either u like someone else.. yeah i agree. but.. this case.. sometimes sry comes from the bottom of the heart for a reason or another. for how you hurt that person for a little matter. there's this unknown answer in the relationship. which we've been holding for too long. i just can't help pondering. if there's a pt where i regret. yes.. i ask fer it. coz i'm ain't strong enough to hold on. useless, weak are all common traits in me.. haha.. :pP
anyway changed pic of ma blog! nice mah? lalalala~ haha.. :p
did a weekly mag.. lol.. suppose to be monthly ah.. lazy changeeeee... heeeeee... :x
alright ppl. haf fun. it's sunday. go! shoo!! with ur family!! :)
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:55 PM
Today's Saturday, October 02, 2004 !!
haiz.. y can't i make things simple.. make up my mind.. just a thought of it.. just make a decision! eWWw.. it's so simple yet so hard... i can't tell right from wrg? hard or easy? CAN I JUST MAKE UP MY OWN MIND.. like so hard to do so.. ahh bleah.. i felt sry.. totally..
i love u
like i always do
i can't be with u
sry
it might be unfair
y we love each other so much
yet we can't be together
it's me
e problem is me
i can't make the right decision
i hurt u too much
which in turn
i hurt myself
you don't mind
but i do
i've owed u too much
u bear with me alot
which i felt guilt in me
too much to hold on
i'm useless, weak
can't handle things properly
everything is so unfair
even i felt unfair to myself
i noe how u felt
and how i felt is much worst
becoz of what i've carried in me all along
i realised
is inferior
we don't compare
but we care each other so much that
sometimes we need to breathe
suffocating
u gave me what i need
u showed me love which i need
u make me believe in love once again
it's u
but i'm too silly to use this love too much
which hurt both of us so much
i love you
with all my heart
in the same sky
my feeling goes all out to you
i just can't bear to see u hurt continuously
by someone u love
S-O-R-R-Y
forgive me.....
- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:11 PM
@ last.. IAD.. handed up.. aRggg.. tat caused me to haf not enough slp, flu these few days..
e day b4, had a total splitting headache.. ahhh! uncontrollable, totally! doubt panadol helps! had self therapy by relaxing... not thinking bout any stuff, but being in e world of my own.. my fave place.. e beach, windy cool breeze brushing against my cheeks, no worries, no anything hindering me. not forgetting a beach house!! TOTALLY IN MY OWN WORLD.. waHhhhh.. must go to da beach somewhere somehow... beach house... my dreammm hOme..... :D
got better after a slp this noon.. :D
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:47 AM
