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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Thursday, April 01, 2004 !!
 
*sigh*

how sad can i get.. how happy can i get... there's always this feeling which i haf nv fear b4 till recently.. e feeling of "afraid" ....

this is just not me!! always telling myself, "face it germaine!! u noe it!! u noe wat to do! u can do it!! face e brave world!!" but now i noe, i'm just tiny me...

i just can't get my thoughts straight.. nor i can get clear visions of wat i'm doing... everything blinded me... i always drag do i? drag till e very last... till e edge of it.. i have 2nd thoughts.. y? coz i'm so afraid... damn too scared to noe e truth.. e truth hurts...

y must this come in betw?? Y???!! it's like some barrier... i'm trying to avoid.. trying so hard to avoid.. or maybe i'm just plain dumb to notice? y am i so shallow not even to perceive such a simple matter!! if u would help me.. i'll gladly receive..

i'm not trying my best to love u.. nor trying to love u... is just showering you with e love i haf tat spells in the wind.. "love is always around"

- posted by unembellished maine @ 12:04 AM
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