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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Tuesday, August 10, 2004 !!
 
oh yeah~ lol.. blogging in campus... tat's RARE! :x

as usual late fer class 2day.. heee.... :p told delp i had a dream tat i manage to find out fer her on how to log her chats.. -.- tat was a bit off though.. LOL..

updating fer e pass few days..
been packing my stuff to prepare to shift into my new home..!! yeah~ new room.. imagine my room!! in a mess.. irresponsible of me and i THREW most of them.. haha.. using too much space if i kept them in my new room.. heee.. space constrain.. :p and my clothes.. whoa... can't believe i got plenty to stuff into using 2 luggage bag.. 1 big and 1 medium.. and guess wat tat's not all.. i have not packed finish... heeee......

dismantled da beds in my room.. slping on da floor with only mattress, not used to it.. *pampered by my BED* haha.. :pP

feelings
till now, been missing my grandma since then.. i think i still can't bear her.. it's been a mth.. i still thought of her.. i noe tat ppl do go away when it's time, it's ptless fer me to continue thinking of her.. i just miss her tat's all, her smile, her nagginess sometimes.. :x but she's da best grandma to me, took care of me since young.. when she's wheel-chaired bound, i was really heartbroken at tat time.. but this is wat her life's been given, she had lived on to e ripe-old age of 80, it's really a bonus.. at least i've got a chance to to spend my time with my grandma since young.. i respect her perserverence alot. ..

on e day when she's bout to 'visit' us, i dreamt of her, my vision was blurred, but e figure was like her.. she bent down to cover blanket fer my sis, then i woke up saw her, crying, tried to call her, but she just silently asked me not to callo out and she just walked out of e door... tat's e last i saw her.. by now i guess she and my grandpa blissfully in their world, looking down and guiding us to a nx step of our lives.. i just wan her to noe tat, "ma-ma(tat's wat my siblings call her), 10x fer taking care of us all these while.. we miss u!"

waiting fer da nx lesson!! zzzz.. MOBC lec.. aHhhh boring 1.. haiz.. she read from da slides.. makes me lose interest in her teaching.. but still, very bad of me to ignore her teaching and chatting all da ay with my frenz.. :X sry teacher, i respect ur patience with us.. but we just can't help feeling slpy.. hEee :X loLx..

//continuing with doing bo liao stuff :x

- posted by unembellished maine @ 11:50 AM
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