To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Saturday, September 04, 2004 !!
talked to marc bout things.. then dunno izzit coincidence.. or it's some gift to me...
my fren's quit msg..
Learn to LOVE the people who are willing to love you at present. Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting u which led u to LOVE the people...
find this truely meaningful.. but sometimes, we just wanna urge fer an ans.. it's just keep coming y and y..
these word, are also my gift to ps.. saw her blog.. brings her pains, but most imptly memories, which in turn she learned and meaningful lexis wrote her life.. glad, now she has some1, whom she loves, and being loved by him. a gift, fer her..
when i saw her blog, my past do bothers me.. coz it's da very 1st time, i really liked some1. haha.. not sure and might sound like a crush and too young. thinking back.. but he hurt me once, angered me, confused me fer times, and yrs. making me nv trust in some1 like him.. just like e above quote, yes.. he hurt me, but, made me learnt an impt lesson in life.. and this led me to a true LOVE.. miracles do happen yeah? my love, taught me, let me love and be loved. i was quite doubtful at 1st. gradually, e feeling in turn was totally a wondeful feeling. i gave myself a chance to let him love me. storming thru many hardships, painful times, this is my life.. i'm learning, always learning. this is wat i call love. i dun haf to believe it, but i feel it. it's a painful feeling, but inspiring and amazing. i believe..
well, though my past bothers me, but still my love is always with me! talked to him b4 bout it. he stood by me, yes, more then glad he did.. hehe...
but things happen, won't always be forgotten easily. i thanked my past. still, e ans, lies beneath, still making me wonder...
and where does e ans tat lies in....?
i have no reason, to pursue it..
silly me!! :p
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:14 AM