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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Wednesday, September 01, 2004 !!
 
yes~ refreshed.. 10x to e view outside my room.. been staring fer bout 15 mins.. closing my eyes to feel e warmth of e environment.. i wish i'm embraced by this environment..

hope tmr will be a better day.. been feeling so fustrated lately, no idea y. just feel like venting my fustrations all over.. maybe becoz of partly wat i haf to do, and e changes in me, which i feel, afraid to adapt to. i hate changes, and i fear them. makes me feel so indecisive of myself.

boo.. got a lab quiz tmr, ain't prepared. i dun have e mood fer studies yet.. i guess i've calmed myself to this moment. feeling uncomfortable.. almost choke myself to death just now.. -.-" haha.. silly me...

i wish i have a dog, or maybe a cat will be nice.. i love them. just tat my sister's afraid.. haha.. rem, few yrs back my dad wanna bring home 1 dog, but he noes, my sister's afraid, he gave it away. the dog's now at my fren's house, rarely had e chance to visit. moreover my fren's studying overseas. it's been a long time.......... rem all da fun we had.....

anyway, i'm back at my teens eh? suddenly read L.J. Smith's novel. my sis borrowed!! just miss lots of her stories! simply love the darkness world, vampires living in nature, soulmates thoery, where werewolves still exists, and witches crown the society. yeah.. some fantasy... would u believe they exists eh...?

Happiness is where you feel deeply, enjoy simply, think freely, to love, and be loved..

- posted by unembellished maine @ 8:02 PM
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