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To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..

Today's Saturday, October 02, 2004 !!
 
haiz.. y can't i make things simple.. make up my mind.. just a thought of it.. just make a decision! eWWw.. it's so simple yet so hard... i can't tell right from wrg? hard or easy? CAN I JUST MAKE UP MY OWN MIND.. like so hard to do so.. ahh bleah.. i felt sry.. totally..

i love u
like i always do
i can't be with u
sry
it might be unfair
y we love each other so much
yet we can't be together

it's me
e problem is me
i can't make the right decision
i hurt u too much
which in turn
i hurt myself

you don't mind
but i do
i've owed u too much
u bear with me alot
which i felt guilt in me
too much to hold on
i'm useless, weak
can't handle things properly

everything is so unfair
even i felt unfair to myself
i noe how u felt
and how i felt is much worst
becoz of what i've carried in me all along
i realised
is inferior

we don't compare
but we care each other so much that
sometimes we need to breathe
suffocating

u gave me what i need
u showed me love which i need
u make me believe in love once again
it's u
but i'm too silly to use this love too much
which hurt both of us so much

i love you
with all my heart
in the same sky
my feeling goes all out to you

i just can't bear to see u hurt continuously
by someone u love
S-O-R-R-Y

forgive me.....


- posted by unembellished maine @ 5:11 PM
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