To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Wednesday, March 09, 2005 !!
aRgg
so much to think. time is so limited this semester!
thinking whether i should persue a degree in SIM. and after much decision, i've decided to register and try my luck. haha. as i've planned, if i really wanna be in SIA, i guess i get my degree 1st. then pursue SIA. then at least after my bond, i've got a degree to get a job. how was it? ack.. guess at da mean time it's like this 1st :x
and ann, i hope u won't get into wat i said bout stuff wor. follow your heart tat is. if i really kinda influenced in ya thoughts, i apologies. sorry girl! dun think so much k? relax, sort it out. u still got till nx wk. heee..
2day miss tay puay shan shocked me! surprisingly she called me and ask me accompany her makan during lunch! at 1st i find it wierd, but it's ok.. decided to haf lunch with her. who noes when she came to find me she passed me a box of roche and meiji choco! no doubt she's nominated fer da best actress!! wahahaha :pP inside were words of my beloved buddies, nina, zhong yao and peishan. i'm really touched, surprised they got me these. every single words they wrote struck every single nerve of appreciation in me. lost fer words. felt so emotional suddenly. w/o any words, they indeed cared fer me alot. i felt so blissed and glad to haf them as my bestest frenz. i really love you all~! i dunno wat to say le......... still quite surprised. hahaha.. :p
went to DG this fashion with ann to get my formal skirt, and got myself a tee too! zzz.. c how my $$ was spent?!! argg.. and again walked ard PS and got myself a top! quite affordable though. i'm brokE!! gotta glup fer air fer these few days.. :x also nice us to get a small token of appreciation fer our fyp supervisor and 2nd judge! hEeeheee....
i'm still lost no matter wat. i dunno wat i should do. i'm confused. running ard like a mad lady, hitting on any pillars in my way... should i continue with a not. i guess i'm just afraid, scared, promises were broken again. hurt so much till i feel so numb. or maybe i should give myself another chance again.....
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:23 PM