To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Monday, March 07, 2005 !!
just wanna shout out...
a big THANK YOU
to ma buddies. mUackz!! thanks fer being there fer me, thanks fer concerning, thanks for guiding me thru, thanks fer e listening ear, with non-stop thanks!! haha.. Love u all to da cOre manz!
though time is not spent well enough fer all of us, i really miss all da fun we had at times. it's been so fast, past 7 yrs, in a blink, we've reached adulthood soon. all these times, we've learnt from each other, bear with each other, helped and consoled each other. we gained closer aspects to understand our readiness and needness in life. so much have passed, we at least reached to a time where we nurtured our every thoughts. just love you all so muchiE!
i've again, stepped into a situation whereby i need to make decisions. i'm so afraid of every little thing which occurs around me. once a wrg step i might eventfully regret. sometimes i thought, am i worth a person to be e someone who thought i was who's tat very person? sounds ridiculous eh? i felt confused, lost, losing every single mind and thoughts i made. it seems like it's all breaking into pieces. people seen us as a blissed, swtness, aroma-ed ard us. but we just can't be. we r only just as equal as everyone. things are not as usual as before. time chances us, situation stopped us, life resolute us. all of this makes us harder to step by. even through this, we still tend to go 4ward, plan ahead, conquer all fears and baricles. but then, one simple move, one simple decision, changes everything. i feel, tired all of a sudden. should i go on pursuing or not...? *ponders*
but still, mins and seconds go on as usual! i have to enjoy and live my life as it is! i love everyone ard me. i wouldn't wan becoz of my sadness or wat-so-ever causing ppl to worry. no way this is gonna happen!
alrightie, this is e me, i am e me who is always e me. hahaha. confused!!
just did 2 ppt, at least done something i felt better. but more reports and assignments to do! argg!
//wonderful nitE!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:19 PM