Today's Monday, July 18, 2005 !!

 
bored.

yikes. assignments.. tuts.. coming soon~ hope it's not welcome to the world of hectic.. it'll be real sickening..

tmr gonna be out with ma polymates~ yea... can't wait.. miss them already la... hahaha..

gonna slp early 2day~! gotta be, hopefully? :x coz.. gonna do assignment with my grp mates tmr! :D be it done fast and end fast :x


something which comes out of me..
one would think, am always free from worries.. nothing hinders me. i've got nothing to worry and afraid or even fear of.. becoz i lead and had a smooth path ahead of me.

everything worries me. everything hinders and i fear of it. i kept it dark. becoz it's useless to space out. still i need a solution, the solution which comes from me. i ponder, i skipped, ponder and skipped and so on.. and i can't escape i noe. becoz the problem still lies there, and am still facing it. it's becoz in due time, i noe i can find the solution to it..

i didn't thought ending myself. but in fact, i felt pain in me. even thru the darkest of my life, i didn't do e worst things i thought of doing. i restrain myself.

i noe becoz of them, my friends, i stay strong. would they be happy when they see me like this..? with them, i noe all possibilities of hope. they're always by my side. whispering lil lexis of going on, staying strong, conquer. i may treasure friendship, for becoz, they are e greatest gifts given me. they are my angels.. :)

not forgeting my family, be there for me, makes my day a bright one (even though sometimes it's blue.. haha :X ). and of course my only baby i have, who's been there for me always. trying to bear with my lil temper, stubborn attitude. and for i admit, i've been da baddie these days.. gEez...

cold weather! yeah~ nice fer a nap later!

btw i scraped off e previous post. pointless la. haha..
pooF!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:15 PM

Today's Monday, July 18, 2005 !!

 
bored.

yikes. assignments.. tuts.. coming soon~ hope it's not welcome to the world of hectic.. it'll be real sickening..

tmr gonna be out with ma polymates~ yea... can't wait.. miss them already la... hahaha..

gonna slp early 2day~! gotta be, hopefully? :x coz.. gonna do assignment with my grp mates tmr! :D be it done fast and end fast :x


something which comes out of me..
one would think, am always free from worries.. nothing hinders me. i've got nothing to worry and afraid or even fear of.. becoz i lead and had a smooth path ahead of me.

everything worries me. everything hinders and i fear of it. i kept it dark. becoz it's useless to space out. still i need a solution, the solution which comes from me. i ponder, i skipped, ponder and skipped and so on.. and i can't escape i noe. becoz the problem still lies there, and am still facing it. it's becoz in due time, i noe i can find the solution to it..

i didn't thought ending myself. but in fact, i felt pain in me. even thru the darkest of my life, i didn't do e worst things i thought of doing. i restrain myself.

i noe becoz of them, my friends, i stay strong. would they be happy when they see me like this..? with them, i noe all possibilities of hope. they're always by my side. whispering lil lexis of going on, staying strong, conquer. i may treasure friendship, for becoz, they are e greatest gifts given me. they are my angels.. :)

not forgeting my family, be there for me, makes my day a bright one (even though sometimes it's blue.. haha :X ). and of course my only baby i have, who's been there for me always. trying to bear with my lil temper, stubborn attitude. and for i admit, i've been da baddie these days.. gEez...

cold weather! yeah~ nice fer a nap later!

btw i scraped off e previous post. pointless la. haha..
pooF!
- posted by unembellished maine @ 9:15 PM