To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Tuesday, July 12, 2005 !!
it's da 12th july~
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DEARIE PEISHAN.
a lil thought counts fer this wonderful friend of mine who has been there for me whenever time permits. she's loving and makes every effort to care for all of us. so here i wish her all da best in watever she does. blissed with her bf, she's a loving gf to him i see. love ya my sweet buddy...
11th July
madness daiso shopping with ann b4 lesson starts. lol. we r really cutting cost. i doubt anyone can bear with us. gEez... anyway had fun during then till we were late fer class.
got 2 books, a/cs & org behavior from our senior. thanks to her :) really appreciate it. at least we dun need to spend too much $$ on books. hee..
anyway 2day lesson was quite interesting. the lec, an australian. he's quite nice. there's this pt of time he suddenly called my name, i was stoned fer a sec. then i raised my hand. haha.. he really took da effort to browse thru our name list. whoa~ we'll he asked, "what does a manager do". and i repeated myself 3 times, "assign task to subordinates". well prolly i sat at da last row so it took some time fer my voice to be echoed to him, or am still speaking too softly. ^.-? can't wait to attend tmr's lec too! :D
anyway meeting ps fer dinner after class tmr. heee.. anyway gonna knock off soon.
yep ya got ya wish. but still, i'll write wat i wan. coz i felt wat i feel. i may be stubborn but not as stubborn as you. i cared too much, i mind ppl's biz too much. maybe i just live in my own world, this will do. sometimes ppl made me gave up on myself, having being a human myself. weakness is, we see too much, we got influenced too much. once we failed, we felt lost, feeling no desperation to get up. instead, we still lead on the way it is. never give up with what is given to you, a chance which is given to you. live it up, continue with it till ya felt ya done ya best. no one rules to continue to being the best and top notch unless one desired to be. having to persue lil stuff, a thought for a second reflects one being.
i dun persue a degree to be the best. to get the best treatment. i noe out there even with a degree, jobs are hard to grab. but becoz i want to do what i wan, as am given a chance to do. i'll continue with it. even with regrets on how hard it is to go, i still gotta go in. coz i choose this. it's my own will. i failed to do certain things sometimes, i felt e deperation on how to go on, but no desperation to continue with it. till i realised, who or whom am i doing this for, well, myself...
- posted by unembellished maine @ 1:38 AM