To Love, Hate & Miracle.. From Desire..
Today's Wednesday, September 14, 2005 !!
well, it's 2.44 am, obviously.
am having late nights these days.
i miss my baby.
i miss my buddy, zy.
i miss my 'sister', mx.
i miss my bro cum sis, edwin!!
and marcus!
practically missing everyone of you, my buddies, polymates,
even my uni mates, though we'll see each other almost everyday?
OB proj's down. left with marketing and accounts. yikes.
pretty lots to do fer marketing!
well, previous post said gonna get my pictures yea?
yupz, and i am not satisfied with it.
i'll just go "hey, tat's germaine?!"
say me fussy, who ain't regarding oneself?
worst still, i don't even look chinese in the pics.
even before looking at those pictures, some might say,
"ya, mixed blood?"
"local? purely local?"
"eurasian arh?"
whoa! questions and questions!
practically many new people i met, tat, they'll ask.
am tan, with features which don't synchronise a chinese sometimes.
arh.
btw what's with the eurasian thingy! o.O"
alright, ya gauge this yourself.
hMmz. something which i longed to speak,
which i've been rather mum bout it.
blogging, hasn't been a freedom at all.
more than a year of blogging, many blogs i've visited,
many got into these situations i see,
getting disturbing annoymous on their tags.
even my darling frenz were victims,
but all these won't even spoil their day.
i get these too, though it's extreme limited,
sometimes i wonder, what's the problem.
please get ya guts, exploit your name.
especially if trying to make a bad day out of us.
dare to tag, tag with something which is stuck with you for the rest of ya life,
ya name.
don't be crude.
owner of the blog owns their blog, of course, being vigilant with what is blogged.
though, a tag is there,
taggers, who comes in and try to dishearten,
have a savour of how it feels when it happens to you.
all of us, have feelings. even small critics or mockings, we wouldn't seem to be bothered,
it's kinda disturbs us a lil.
who wouldn't?
sry gutt who tagged there, am not pin-pointing ya.
and i don't blog about this just becoz ya said that.
this is something which i longed to blogged, but time kinda prevent sometimes.
don't get other meaning otherwise k? hahha. :pP
vis-a-vis, i can't agree more.
seriously, thanks fer pulling me back to space, coz english suddenly has being really impt to me nowadays! especially fer 3 years.
i need to brush up my language, been using too much "singlish' i suppose.
haha. :x
well, from this blog,
i've learnt, and i am still learning, para-phrasing and stuff.
everything, even how much i've learn, it's still new to me!
well i guess, am ain't gonna get crude remarks by speaking my thoughts yea?
or maybe, i'll get more of these disturbing annoymous?
if my baby sees these, he'll say am courting trouble?!
he know am just busy body sometimes nahh.. :x
gotta work tmr. 6pm - 10pm. time's ok.
only thurs, will be a walking zoombie i guess! 10am to 10pm :x
happy working me. -.-zZz
gotta nap! take care peeps out there! :)
- posted by unembellished maine @ 2:43 AM